𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲

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"Who is that?" My heart sinks looking over at Jeongin who was standing right beside me, jaw open at the sight in front of us.

Tears in my eyes begin to sting I feel my breathing delay and my knees shake. His hands around her, holding her close, smiling at her. Giving her the same look he gave me.

"What do I do?" I look at Jeongin tears already falling down my face. He stands in front of me, blocking the view between Seungmin and the girl.

"Don't face him now. Let guilt get him before you do. God, that piece of shit." Jeongin hugs me and pushes me away from the two. Even though I was facing the other way, and my feet were walking to who knows where, my heart is still right there.

My body is empty, what's after this? There is no after him.

"Fuck Jeongin. What now?" My sight was completely blurred I was relying on Jeongin to guide me through the streets.

He stops and turns around to face me. He wipes my tears with his sleeve. "There's not much we can do now. He will feel the weight of what he did once he gets home. He will beat himself up before we even have to do anything. But that doesn't mean we will let him off the hook. Sometimes self punishment is the worst type of pain." He starts walking again. We enter the elevator of our building and go to our floor. The moment we enter the house Minho and Felix jump up concerned when they see me crying.

Felix engulfs me in a warm hug immediately. I cry into his chest letting it all out. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to get over this. I can't.

The two boys look to Jeongin for an explanation. "Seungmin, he fucked up. He fucked up real bad."

Minhos eyes widen understanding the situation.

"Call Chan." His voice was stern. I could tell the switch inside him was flipped.

Jeongin pulls out his phone and in an instant the others were on their way. When they arrived we all sat on the couch, I was still cuddled up next to Felix, Hyunjin was beside me playing with my hair.

I wasn't crying anymore, I was just numb, empty.

"He's in the building take her to your room." Jisung tells Jeongin. He gets up immediately and drags me away. He closes the door and locks it. He sits with me in the bed comforting me.

I hear the front door open and he comes in, he was shocked that everyone was here, but he soon felt the energy in the room. They were stone walling him.

"What's wrong?" He asks confused. There was only silence. He gets it now.

"She saw. She saw didn't she." I could hear the tears in his eyes. "I have no excuse or defense. I'm fucked aren't I. I fucked shit up." He cries.

I immediately jump up and head for the door. I wanna hug him, and tell him it will be okay. It's strange how I wanna comfort him for hurting me.

Jeongin grabs my wrist. "No, you can't go out there." He pulls me in for a hug as we listen to what's going on outside.

"Yea! You did! What the hell were you thinking?!" Chan yells. He sounded irritated.

"Do you know the weight this is going to have?! I've never seen her like that before! She's a wreck because of you! You drained her Seungmin!" Minhos voice was scary I could only imagine the look in his eyes as he spoke.

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