my issue with figuring out my pronouns is that i dont want other people to perceive me as that thing. i just want to be nothing. and i thought i was safe using they/them for that reason, but now it feels wrong. i dont want to be a girl, i dont want to be a boy, i want to be literally nothing and to never be perceived. i dont like that i exist to other people and people refer to me or think about me, because i dont know who i am. i dont know who or what they're perceiving me as. that might have something to do with the dissociation and i honestly just dont know who i am whatsoever to even have pronouns to be referred by.
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Borderline
PoetryBorderline is a collection of poems and vent work written by somebody with Borderline Personality Disorder. There is a huge trigger warning as a lot of the poems and vents are very raw and real emotions or experiences that can be triggering to those...
