i feel like my friends arent my friends. i feel like im not myself, like im another person. i don't understand who i am or what to do. i feel so disconnected from everything. from my emotions. my feelings. i dont feel like my emotions are my emotions. i dont feel like my boyfriend is mine. i dont feel like he knows me and i dont know myself. i don't know what is happening. i cant do anything but be by myself. i feel odd trying to socialize. trying to talk to people. how am i going to go to a concert this way or have a good summer. or keep my friendships when i am so withdrawn and so disconnected from everything going on. is it psychosis? is it a dissociative disorder? is it just dpdr? what is going on and what is happening. i dont know anything and i want to get out of this state. how did this even start happening? did my brain get triggered and what couldve even triggered it? i dont know what is happening and i desperately need help.
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Borderline
PoetryBorderline is a collection of poems and vent work written by somebody with Borderline Personality Disorder. There is a huge trigger warning as a lot of the poems and vents are very raw and real emotions or experiences that can be triggering to those...
