I'm back and I come bearing angst...😁
Payus POV
"Rain" I spoke just loud enough to wake him but not to loud so I didn't spook him. "Rain" I called again then I remember what he had said earlier "sweet boy" I tried. That finally got him to wake up and give me a look of what I could only assume was some kind of admiration and it made my heart jump a little. After everything today the last thing I had expected was admiration but God did I love this boy he was so accepting and loving. He accepted me without even asking any questions about what I had done or why I'd done it. He had chosen to simply love me despite it. "We have one last thing to do today my love" I said softly because he had just woken and I knew that loud noises after he woke up often ended up overwhelming him he nodded softly and began to stand.Rains POV
"Sweet boy" I heard called softly as I woke. I didn't have to look to know who was calling me but I looked at him anyways admiring that he was mine. He had been hurt. He swore he would never have this and yet he loves me enough to want it. "We still have one more thing to do today my love" he informed me. I nodded and stood up holding out my hand for him to take it knowing he would lead me where we needed to go. He took it pretty much instantly and led me to the car after saying goodbye to his parents. We drove a while and finally ended up back at our home. Home. A word I never thought I would use for anything. I never felt like I would have one...or well deserved to have one really.Payus POV
As we were driving home we got about ten minutes from rain and my home he got pretty deep in thought. "What are you thinking about sweet boy?" He looked at me with eyes full of love and replied "this, us I was thinking about how I used to feel out of place and like I didn't have a home but now I do.. with you and Sky and P'Pai and all of our friends I'm so grateful to have found all of you" I was taken aback. "I'm very grateful to have found you as well my sweet boy and I will be here for the rest of our forever if that is what you wish" I took one hand off the wheel and took his hand in mine giving it a gentle squeeze "I want that I really really want that Phi" he responded quickly not even needing time to think about it and I smiled.Rains POV
We were pulling into the driveway now, hand in hand and I was so happy then I noticed an unfamiliar car in our Parking lot it was a little black Porsche...Wait.. A Porsche. NO! SHE CANT BE HERE! THIS IS MY HOME! I quickly steady my expression before payu can see how upset I am and I look at him he is looking out the window trying to see who's in our home. "Phi?" I force out. "Yes love" he responds quickly. "Please wait here" he looks at me confused. "Please trust me. If I'm not back in ten minutes you can follow me but I know who's car that is and I need to deal with it." He nods I can tell he doesn't like it one bit but he agrees for me. I go to get out but am pulled back Phi pecks me on the lips and whispers "good luck" I nod and get out I always knew I would have to confront her. I left America to avoid it but that could only last so long.
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Rains little secret
RomanceWe all have things about ourselves we have to learn to accept and show others. We helped each other learn that, for me it was the crossdressing and the struggles of me being gay for him it was his past but together those things went from things we d...