"Push, come on just one more. Ok she's here, wow she's so small" the doctor said while smiling as I heard her cry for the first time. Man her lungs were way to big for her. I thought as he handed her to me. All I could do was stare she looked nothing like me i guess she looked like her dad who ever that was. As she looked up at me for the first time it made me feel like somebody to look into her huge amber eyes. She already had a headful of thick curly hair. Shit I knew who her daddy was but than again I didn't. "Where is she I know she's here the nurse told me she was" I heard him say even before he reach the nurses desk. All I could hear was the nurses telling him he couldn't go in there as he searched for me. Should've known this would happen him just popping up out of nowhere,I disobeyed him and decided to have my baby anyways when he told me no and then I walked away from him and all his bullshit. I could feel the bed shake a little from him walking so hard. "Hey beautiful baby I have faith in you that you are gonna make it through this to become someone better than me. I will always love you" I said as he stepped through the door yelling and cursing then all went black.
