As always Rome was right there when I got home making me wonder what the hell I did to deserve him why couldn't Jess have met him or somebody like him. I looked up at him and smiled because he always brightened up my day no matter how hard it was. "Faith I need your opinion on this come on" he said as he pulled me into one of the empty rooms. When we walked in I realized this nigga had started painting my walls blue with little clouds. And now was pushing pictures of cribs and other baby furniture in my face. I felt a headache coming on. "Rome slow down baby you doing to much I haven't even decided if I wanted to have a baby yet. And ain't I the one that was supposed to do this baby you starting to act a little like a female and I'm not liking that I need my tough masculine man back. Can I please have him back" I asked him before kissing his cheeks than his lips. Jess was right I did love this man and I would do anything and everything for this man. But he was doing a little to much. I felt like he was overpowering my enjoyment of any of this. I don't know whether I want to baby or not. I sat there watching him shuffle through the photos all I could do was smile. I laughed because he looked so serious sitting there trying to pic just the right colors and designs. "Hey baby would you rather have a girl or a boy, I think I want a little girl. So I could spoil her give her everything her little heart desires. But it really doesn't matter to me because as long as it's healthy" he was saying as he looked at me. "I don't really know babe, I don't know if I want to keep this baby or not" I told him and he looked so heart broken. He just stood there than slammed the photos down. I swear I heard the table crack. He grabbed his keys and left.
