As I walked out of the doctors office I felt excited and scared as hell. The doctor had just confirmed my biggest fear of being pregnant with not one but two, I was having twins. I called Rome to tell him the news I knew for sure he was gone be excited as hell to find out about this. My baby had turned into a bitch and I didn't like it maybe this would change him back into the strong man I loved. So I called his phone but kept getting the voicemail which almost never happens with him I knew if he didn't answer soon he would be one unhappy muthafucka because I wasn't in the mood for bullshit right now. After I got to the restaurant i called again someone picked up the phone on the second ring but it wasn't Rome it was a females voice I had never heard before and I was quit pissed. "hello this is Rome's phone may I help you" she said sounding all business like. "Well yes you can help me you can tell me where the hell is Rome and why the hell he didn't pick up his own phone got me talking to some trick I don't even fucking know what the fuck. Can you please go and find him" I said picking up an attitude real quick just from hearing another woman's voice on my man's phone. I listened as she screamed for Rome to come pick up the phone. "yeah babe whats up with you. You having a good day or you want me to come brighten it up for you" he asked me like a bitch didn't just pick up his phone sounding like she just got done running a muthafucking marathon. These muthafucka must think I'm stupid no bitch I'm pregnant not retarded, but if he wanted to play games oh well let the games begin. "Yeah I wanted you to come and brighten up my day but see I just got this text from Maurice and he tryna go to movies to see some movie that just came out on valentines you know the one right, but anyways I think I'ma go it might be fun" I said laughing at the name I just come up with. "No you ain't gotta do that I'll take you I've been wanting to go anyways" he said trying to get me to change my mind about going to the movies with another man. "No thank you boo gone head and umm finish up at work I'll be in later on don't wait up ok" I said as I hung up the phone laughing. Man dude thought he was gone play me like for real man I'm smarted than that. As I started walking off I felt my knees go weak and the tears start to fall, I felt my heart beating hard in my chest. I could've stunted all I wanted talking about how I didn't care but in actuality I cared so much how could he play me when I basically gave him everything I could. I gave him my heart, my body, my soul, I was even giving him kids of his own. So my only question was why. I wiped the tears from my face said a little prayer even though I hadn't been to church in like some years but maybe god would help me just maybe. I wanted to take some time out and chill let my mind take a break because I knew it was gone be hard with this bullshit on my brain while I had my kids in me. I went to the mall but not to shop but to be surrounded by people who didn't know me and my problems. As I walked into the candy store I heard someone calling my name, as I turned around I seen someone I hadn't seen since I was back in grade school. "What up Nicke ain't seen you since we were in school how've you been" I said as she wrapped her long arms around my neck coming a little to close. "Faith girl I'm good. I've been just hanging out with my moms, she still lives out here so I usually come back for few days out of the year. But what's up with you you look so bright and vibrant" she said. I looked at her like I still don't remember you but okay. We exchanged numbers and went about our way.
