I woke up to the sound of someones car alarm going off it was like 7 in the afternoon. Never would I have thought of me and Ray getting this friendly. Man my first time was with someone I barely knew but shit his little self did have a little rhythm at least I thought to myself as I finally left the comfort of his bed ready for remainder of the day, when I walked down the hall I could hear screaming, moaning and groaning. I wonder who the hell that was going at it like that. I took a quick peek in the room and couldn't believe what I was seeing, my dad was cock deep in some hoocker looking type bitch. I couldn't move nor turn my head away from the scene. He put her in positions that would causes people to cock their head to the side and just stare wondering how he did it. He finally looked up towards the door and saw me I got my courage back and said a quick what up and ran. Man it had me feeling like a kid that just caught mommy and daddy in the act. In a way it was just that but it was just daddy no mommy. I stood in the hall and waited for him to come. He came alright walking fast trying not to trip over his big ass feet. Thank god I got my moms size feet but I couldn't help but laugh this was the funniest thing ever to see him steaming mad he looked funny as hell I couldn't even explain it. "I would've thought at your age you would've known the definition of privacy. What the hell did you think you was doing my door was closed for a goddamn reason. Didn't your mama teach you better than that" he said steaming. "My mama didn't teach me anything" I told him trying to breath through the tears that were threatening to show. That one sentence cut through my hard ass exterior but only for a second. I couldn't afford to let anyone see me cry. I told myself to suck it up I'm a grown ass woman. "And why the hell is that" he asked calming down a little. "My mama's been in the hospital since I was 6, so she didn't teach me much my stepdad raised me" I told him. "Well I didn't know that" he said sounding like he had sympathy for me. "How would you? You didn't even know I existed until 4 fucking months ago. I've been practically raising my goddamn self. Do you know how hard it is to grow up faster than anyone you know shit I was fending for myself even before I knew how to spell my own damn name. I don't need your sympathy so please take that damn look off your face" I told him getting angrier than I've ever been. "Whoa calm down chill out. Look kiddo it's not you against the world no more you got me and you got Ray. I'm gonna be here for you no longer will you have to fend for yourself. I protects mine" he told me pulling me into his chest giving me one of those fatherly hugs that I never got before. I pulled away feeling very uncomfortable. "Don't you need to put on some clothes and check on your hoocker make sure she still wanna go" I asked him. He laughed than walked away smiling like an insane person. I walked into the kitchen to get a quick snack but what I seen was not what I expected. "What the fuck" I said as I backed out of there real slowly. "Faith it ain't even what you think it is" he said trying to make it seem like what he was doing was not what I saw. "So I didn't just see you nose deep in coke. Nigga is you outta your goddamn mind sitting here sniffing this shit. I can't believe I actually thought you was the right one hell naw" I said through tears. "Come on baby I didn't mean to hurt you" he said trying to hold me. "No you didn't hurt me you just let me know that you wasn't to be trusted. Outta all the niggas I could've had I pick the one that sniffs coke. The one that was able to break through my barriers is a fucking junkie. I should've known it was way too good to be true" I said before heading upstairs. As I heard his footsteps on the stairs I wondered how in the hell had he broken through my shield no man no fuck that no one has ever did that. I felt betrayed because the one person who seems they're right isn't. I heard Ray knocking at the open door that I forgot to close. "What the hell do you want" I asked him as I went and slammed the door in his face. "I just want to talk I know I hurt you when I let you see me like that but I couldn't help it, I can't live without it damn please I need you to understand where I'm coming from" he said sounding pitiful. "You know what you need you need some goddamn help I can't do it not this one nope you gotta get it together" as I said that I heard someone banging on the door. Ray went to go answer it.
So someones in trouble i wonder who they looking for.
Y'all Ray in the Kitchen sniffing that shit man
