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Safe & Sound

~Hobies POV.

Its night time, im staring at the dark ceiling, Pavitr fairy lights barely lighting up the room just leaving this orange-ish light around his side of the room, i look over to him, he was sleeping.

I couldnt help but think of the night.

There were fairy lights behind him and Gayatri, they were sitting on the deck railing, i remember going to the kitchen to get me and Pavitr and a drink and coming back to seeing Gayatri kissing Pavitr.

I remember the sound of the shattering glass against the wooden deck floor.

~The night of the breakup. (Hobies POV)

"Hey Hobie, im real thirsty will ya get me a drink?" Pavitr says.

"Mhm." I smile and kiss his cheek, i walk away, opening the door to the house and closing the blinds behind me.

I grab him a drink and myself one just because i was feeling quite thirst too, i look at the table, the lit out 20 candles on a white cake that said "Hobie!" I smile down at it.

I go back out to the deck and as soon as i open the blinds i see Pavitr kissing Gayatri, i see her hand brush through his fringe (emo pav) just like the way i did to him. His arms wrapping around her waist, he kissed her leaving her breathless just like i did. I dont understand why hes doing this to me.

I feel my hands shaking. I feel the glasses in my hands drop, i dont bother looking down, just at Gayatri and Pavitr, i hear the smash and feel a sharp pain in my leg, the worst part of it all is they look.. perfect for eachother.

Gayatri and Pavitr immediately looked over at me, i didnt say anything. I just turned around and walked away, feeling the tears fall down my face.

I mean.. on my birthday?! In my fucking house?! On MY boyfriend.??!

I fell to the floor of my bedroom, crying into my bedsheets.

"Hobie." Pavitr said at the door. "Its not what it looks like."

"How.." i look up at him.

"Its.. not like that- i barely like her she just kissed me-."

"Barely..? That.. that means you..- you like her.." i choke on my tears.

"Shh.. Hobie.. its okay." Pavitr gets next to me and hugs me.

"Please.. Pavitr.. let me-"

"Ill never.. i'll never let you go." I felt Pavitr place his head on my shoulder and i hugged him tightly back.

"Please dont leave me.." i cry into his shirt.

"Hobie.. i really like her.."

"You just said you barely like. Pav.." i push him away.

"Hobie you're bleeding." Pavitr looks down at my leg.

"Its a fuckin scratch." I look at him, tears in my eyes.

"Dont be dull with me.. please." He almost sounds like he's going to cry, i know that'll never happen though.

"Please go." I begged him and he left me, i hear his car leave the driveway and i feel empty inside.

~Currently. (Hobies POV.)

Thinking back on that.. i feel like i was wrong.

Thats all i can remember.

He tried to help me, maybe im just a bad person.