Collage |ChaiPunk/GoldenPunk|

London Boy.

(Yes thats my drawing of pav on the thingy:3)

~Pavitrs POV.

I feel Hobie watching me as i unpack my stuff, i turn around to catch Hobie in the act but hes just standing there unpacking his stuff. Not even looking at me, god hes so.. insufferable . Hes not even folding his clothes.

"Like what ya see?" He says and i notice im staring, i can feel my face burn up and i look back at my stuff, neatly folding my clothes and putting it all away into the dresser by my bed.

I look down at my empty suitcase when im done.

"Im done. How 'bout you?" Hobie asks me.

"Finished like a minute ago." I giggle.

"Liar." He turns around as soon as i turn around, we lock eyes but i break it to stare down at his lips.

"So.. how exactly is Gayatri?" He smirks, knowing i was staring.

I doze off, thinking about all the times he kissed me, the first time be did was my first kiss. He was so good at it and.. god i wasnt. I was horrible. I remember he kissed me for so long that i couldnt breathe properly, in between the kisses when he slightly pulled back to reposition himself he let me gasp for air but quickly cut me off. Everytime we kissed that heavily he always knew how to make me feel just comfortable in his hands, i cant do that with Gayatri. I have to be the comforter.

"H..huh?- sorry what?" I look at him when i snap back to reality.

"Gayatri. How is she? Its been a while since ive seen her in your instagram posts." He chuckled as he sits down on the bed.

"Hm, stalker much. Anyways.. we actually.. broke up." I didnt want to say anything but i felt like i just couldnt stop myself, whenever im around Hobie the truth jusy comes out and i cant control it. Its embarrassing.. its like hes hypnotized me.

"Really? Awh. Suuch a shame, cute couple, id say cuter than.. MJ and Peter,.. yknow, the art teacher and the music teacher? God peter was shit at art." Hobie chuckled.

"Mhm.. yeaah.. uhm..- is it bad that i want too-" i stop myself. That would have been embarrassing.

"Think before ya speak Luv." He chuckled, i hate that he can call me names and i cant. Hes such a prick, i can do what i want.

I sit down on the bed and just sigh.

"I missed you." I finally manage to say.

"Missed me? Awh.. thats cute." He smiles.

"Oh cmon.. you just gave me the act of every jealous ex boyfriend ever and you're telling me you didnt miss me at all?" I look at him with almost desperation in my eyes.

"Maybe. Oh maybe a bit." He says and i gave him.. the puppy eyes.

"Fine- fine fine- stoppp! I missed you a lot Pavi.. way more than 'maybe a bit.' Okay? Is that what you want to hear?"

I smile and nod.

"Theres no more feelin's tho. Aight?" He assures me but it didnt feel very assuring, i understand why he doesnt like me.

I guess in someways i cheated, i kissed gayatri on Hobies birthday. I didnt like her until after the kiss. Still doesnt fix the fact i fucked Hobie up, his big 20'th birthday and i ruined it for him.

But it still hurt that he didnt love me.. i mean i dont like him so whats it to me? Okay who am i kidding, of course i still like him. He means everything to me. I love him so much. I just wish he loved me too.