Mentions of suicide and self harm and eating disorders. If you or a friend are thinking of committing come talk to me. My discord is in my bio, know that you are loved.
~Pavitrs POV.
Its almsot a week after that whole thing happened and im starting not to love him.
I went to the doctor with him yesterday and the doctor told me that i had only a few years to live due to the conditions of my heart from being so severely underweight.
Im going to die when im 40.
"Hobie.." i look at him, on our bed "do you want me dead stil..?" I asked him.
"..no- never- i love you Pavitr." He looks at me, panicked.
"Mhm.." i look down at the cut on my wrist, barely even scabbing yet.
"I have to use the bathroom." I sigh.
I get up and walk to the washroom.
I rush through the drawer, looking for the blade..
I quickly find it and look myself in the mirror.
I take my pants off and look down at my thighs.
I sit down on the closed toilet seat, putting the blade to my thighs.
I cut deeply into my thigh- i hit a vein.
I watched it spray.
I hold my leg together tightly.
"Shit-.. shit-" i pull my shorts up and look at my wrist.
Instead of cutting sideways i went along with my arm, going as deep as i could.
"HOBIE!" I yelled out, dropping the blade.
He raced to the bathroom and grabbed my arm.
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?!" He yelled.
"Ii.. i love-.. you.." i say before passing out.
~hobies POV.
I quickly check his pulse in his neck, i reposition my finger as many times as i could.
"Pavitr- pavi-.. please.. please.."
No pulse.
"PAVITR WAKE UP! PLEASE.. PLEASE."
Hobie sat up from the bed, opening his eyes and looking to the side. Seeing Pavitr sleeping there peacefully.
"Pavitr.." i hug him tightly.
"Dont leave me.." i sigh.
"What..?" He woke up.
"Nothing.. bad dream.." i calm myself down.
_K1RBYY_ :(
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FanfictionSooo yeah. This is gunna contain smut omg like all my books and ik i keep making books and deleting them 😭 idk why tbh i js do LMAO anyways read this or dont idk.
