Revealed Feelings

Chapter 5

JIN POV

The sunlight was now timidly entering through the gaps in the curtains, and I was still awake. It was impossible to sleep after what happened yesterday. I never, ever, ever imagined I'd be thinking about my dongsaeng that way.

"I'm just impressed by how caring he is towards me, that's all. It has nothing to do with wanting to kiss him again. I just need to avoid him a bit until all of this passes, and I can go back to being normal. Because I am DEFINITELY not normal right now."

I went downstairs to have breakfast, and some of the members were outside, except for Jimin, who was still sleeping, as usual. As I made some pancakes, the memory of the kiss came back, and I found myself tasting his lips again. "Focus, Seokjin. Focus on the pancake. Just avoid looking into Jungkook's eyes, and everything will be fine. We were both drunk, it was just a game, and that's it. I'm not interested in him or any of this. It's nothing. Absolutely nothing."

I went to the cupboard to get the coffee, and when I turned around, I came face to face with JK entering the kitchen wearing only white swim trunks.

"W-what...what's this? Put some clothes on, boy" I said to him, trying to avoid looking at his defined body.

"What do you mean, hyung? How am I supposed to go to the pool wearing clothes?" He replied with a mischievous smile on his face and a deep gaze, as if he knew I was dying to analyze every part of his body.

"Oh...you're going to the pool..." I said, a bit flustered, while opening the fridge. "I'm finishing the pancakes, at least eat something..." I said, trying not to seem completely shaken by the beauty of his muscular body.

"Sure, hyung...I would never miss the chance to eat your pancakes..." Even his voice had a hint of sensuality behind it, even though his words were innocent.

"Here" I responded a bit dryly, placing the pancake plate in front of him.

He looked strangely calm, turned to me, and said, "Hyung, can you pass me the milk over there?"

I grabbed a glass from the cupboard and poured the milk for him, placing it on the table. He stood up with a piece of pancake in one hand and the glass of milk in the other one.

"Thanks, hyung...you're the best," and he gave me another cheek kiss, dangerously close to my mouth.

I froze and almost dropped the glass of milk that I was holding. "Wait, he didn't kiss me because he was drunk? He actually kissed me sober? But wait, I'm his hyung. This doesn't make any sense." my mind went spiraling.

He grabbed the food and went out to the pool, fortunately for me, he didn't stick around too much. I came back to eat my pancakes when I remembered that my tablet's screen had broken yesterday and decided to go to the store to buy a new one. It was an excellent opportunity to get away from him and these confusing feelings he was causing.

I went to the table next to the door, but the car key wasn't there, and the last person I saw with the keys was Namjoon.

"Namjoon-aaa...where's the car's key?" I shouted from the living room, facing the pool area.

"I don't know, hyung...I haven't touched it," Namjoon replied as he tried to climb onto a float.

"Oh, you want to use the car, hyung? The keys are with me," JK replied, coming out of the pool, all wet.

"OF COURSE, OF F U C K I N G COURSE, HE WOULD HAVE THIS DAMN KEY," I screamed in my mind.

I tried to keep a poker face as I responded, "Fine, where is it?"