I want to miss 2 months so there are problems with fantasy
It's November now
POV Dilara
November, the cold outside is close, we all return after holidays to this hell again
In fact, I would like to clarify one small but very important point
At the moment I am already in a relationship with this curly girl, I think that I am quite a very brave person and I am satisfied with myself, we can do without details
I'm going to school now and I already miss this curl, although we just walked yesterday
i got to school as usual earlier to see and sit with the curly girl, at school we have to pretend that we just don't know each other and you know that it's very funny we have roles, the curly girl plays the role of my fan although she actually admires me, and I have to play the role of a homophobe who hates everything like that
But no matter how hard we try and no matter what we do at school, even the teachers ship us, it's a little annoying when the teachers give me hints about Aylana during the lessons. But Aylana told me to ignore it and focus on my studies.
I went to school and immediately went to our place, she was sitting there in headphones so cute and now with bangs her bangs appeared in mid-September although she goes but I don't like that they almost cover her eyes and she started wearing glasses more often we have an agreement that next to me she will not wear glasses and I always remove her bangs from her eyes she looks very cute
I went up to her and hugged her, oh how I missed this warm body, these warm hugs, her smell, her beautiful eyes, that sweet smile, her voice, I really missed this person, I feel that I am at home, she is my home
You have no idea how much I missed her in one day
"I missed you" I whispered
"I'm too din" she answered while removing snow from my hair, what a calm and pleasant voice she has
"it's cold in the corridor let's go to your class" since my class was closer we went to mine and just lay on the desk looking at each other, so that's what it means to be madly in love
"You are so beautiful," she said calmly, caressing my cheek, yes, in fact, now it was snowing on the street and the class was not very warm yet, but her hands are always warm and I felt how warm I became
thanks to her, I began to accept myself and began to consider myself beautiful and loved, then what words she says is just crazy
I looked at these beautiful eyes that I love very much and this look that only I can get from her
makes me happy every time
so soft gentle and full of love this is my favorite look
you have no idea how the butterflies in my stomach just fluttered
I heard someone's steps and quickly pushed her away from me, she almost fell, but she scratched her hand
"someone is coming" I said
"ok, I'll take the bag" she said and looked outside the door for a bit to see who was there and whether it was a person, the curly girl came up to me and kissed me on the cheek and said that there was no one there and she would go to her class I just smiled and waved to her and sent a kiss
she carefully left the classroom and went to hers, I wrote to her
"are you in class?"
"of course" she replied
" who was there?"
"Just a cleaner, don't worry"
"We could sit some more😭"
"People will be coming soon, so let's not risk it😘" she replied
"you're right, baby, your brain is working 😚❤️"
"Did you admit it?"
"Ignore it, it's just a joke" I replied
"Your jokes are not funny," she replied.
"Well, who thinks💁🏼♀️" I replied
"problems with math"
"Yes of course"
Quietly, my classmates and people in general began to come to school, it was clear from their faces that they did not want to come here, they were all not happy
I was just waiting for the bell to ring
and now everyone is almost gathered in the classroom and the teacher starts the lesson
One of the main reasons why my curly girl told me yes to our relationship was that I promised that I would try to study well and she helps me with this, I actually understand many subjects but since they are all in German it is difficult and she has no problems with German so she helps me to pull up subjects
now at 3rd lesson and the curly girl told me not to leave the classroom so Millie and I just sit in the classroom, because whenever I go out sky appears and she doesn't like that he is always too close to me.
You will think that this is some kind of abuse, but you just don't know how many restrictions this curl has.
LUNCH
For lunch, I can go out, I'm now taking my food with a millie, there is actually a big queue, so we wait a long time, all of a sudden Sky was next to me
"Let me get you food, I see that you can't do it quickly on your own" I was about to tell him no that I would take it myself but he suddenly took my tray and went to get my food.
I looked around the curls so far there weren't any in the dining room and I relaxed a little. I shrugged and just waited for my food, the curls were still not there, her friends came but she was not in the dining room, I decided to write to her but she did not answer and suddenly Natalia again approached me "hey angel"
I turned up to her "hey" I answered
"How are you?"
"OK, how are you?"
"Fine"
"Aylana is your fan, she loves you" they often joked like that since mid-September, when I had extra classes her classmate came and said that
"Aylana loves you"
"you are Aylana's crash "
"she pines for you"
and much more but I just smiled and didn't say anything, because it embarrassed me
and now I just smiled and decided to ask
"By the way, where is she?" I asked
she looked a little suspicious at me
"she sleeps in class" and I just nodded
and grinning, she went to her friends
This curly girl means sleeping and therefore does not answer
I went to have lunch with my friends and this curly girl came into the dining room she was sleepy and was in a zipper and there was a hood on her head I looked at her, but she didn't look back she was sleepy, bought water and left
wtf what's wrong with her, she didn't even look at me, good very good
I chose to ignore it too.
But she didn't even answer me so I ignored her
Lunch ended and when I left I received a message
"my curly girl🤭❤️"
-let's talk- she wrote
I told millie that I need to talk to the curly and went to our place
she sat with a hood on her head and her hands were in her pocket
I already wanted to start arguing with her why she ignored me and didn't come to dinner, but she came up and just hugged me
I also hugged her and she began to speak softly near my ear
"the only thing I asked of you is to keep your distance from this sky"
Someone apparently told her about today's case
I didn't know what to say
"everything you told me, I do it and don't complain, and every time I tell you you start complaining that you are just friends and that you will cross paths anyway because he is your friend's brother, but do you think I don't cross paths with my classmates?" She calmly said this, how can she be so calm
"Aylana about today's incident, it's really not my fault this time he took my tray himself, even though I didn't even ask him to"
she just nodded and now held my cheeks and looked into my eyes
"You know I trust you completely, right?" she said
"I just want the same from you" she said and waited for my answer
in fact, I trust her even from the first day of our acquaintance, you can say so
but I just don't want her to communicate with others like me or hug someone else or just sit close, I know that she doesn't do that because she's not a tactile person, but others hug her when they meet and it infuriates
"I trust you too" I replied
and she hugged me how much I love this person to the point of madness her hugs and calm voice always soothe me and her smell is so sweet, next to her I feel safe.
"time for class din" why should she ruin the moment
"Just a minute" I replied.
I didn't want to leave her arms, it's always warm in her arms
"Go go, now she will scold you," she said and removed her hands, again this cold, I was so warm
"Okay," I said, kissed her on the cheek and left.
I'm so happy, no she's my happiness
