Evening
I just came home after a walk with friends and decided to call my curly girl, she does not pick up
does she ignore me?
maybe fell asleep? baby
well tomorrow then anyway we'll meet at school
I went down for dinner, tomorrow dad is flying away on business and we decided to make a farewell dinner, after dinner we went for a walk and when we all came together we watched a movie.
well then I fell asleep like a pig
MORNING
DAMN DAMN IT'S 7:50 ALREADY
I'm late, I should have gone earlier and met the curly, damn
I took my phone and saw the missed one from her
I quickly went to the bathroom, washed, started to dress and did not have time to do makeup, I'll just put on a mask today
I quickly got dressed and the driver was not there yet, and the time is already 8:05
where the hell is he
I called him and he said he was stuck in traffic and would be back in 10 minutes.
Damn I don't have time
I decided to call the curly girl, she did not answer and suddenly a message came
"my cirly girl🤭❤️"
- I'm in class
Damn, the lessons have already begun, today is definitely not my day
I decided not to distract her anymore and just waited for the driver
after 8 minutes he drove up, I sat down and we went to this hell
I really wanted to see this curly girl first thing today
when I got to school, there were on duty and I just gave up and went in. They took my diary from me to write notes that I was late. And I just shrugged my shoulders and went up to the 2nd floor, but suddenly I changed my mind about going to the class, especially now there was chemistry, the lesson was not clear to me at all
and decided to walk around the school
I walked towards the dining room, the corridor was empty, and when I turned right and almost reached the stairs, I saw the familiar silhouette of Nataliya
she was doing something on the phone and I decided maybe to sit with her while I thought she noticed me
"Dilara," she said with a smile and came up to me and struck my shoulders, she is much taller than me
"How are you ? Are you walking too?
She asked smiling
"Yes, I'm late," I said softly.
"Oh, come on, sit down, I'm also skipping history with us, and she should ask me today, but I'm not prepared," she laughed
I smiled a little "oh condolences"
She laughed again "yes, it happens" she said and nodded
she began to ask me why I moved here and if it's difficult for me here and why I speak so quietly, well, the reason for the fact that I started talking quietly at this school is her friend, who always tells me to lower my tone and speak calmly, so I'm used to
We were chatting on random topics and discussing teachers and suddenly she asked
"I sent you a subscription request for 2 months, but you still haven't accepted," she laughed
"Yes? I'm sorry I didn't notice, I guess" of course I noticed her friend doesn't want me to accept her
"my nickname is****"
"OK, I'll take a look today"
"I would have thought that Aylana won't let you accept my request" she suddenly said and laughed, damn she makes me nervous I took it as one of their jokes and just laughed
"By the way, do you communicate with her at all?" she asked
"not really, why is she shy of me?" I asked, I'm a good actress, right?
"Oh well, if I admired someone so much, I would probably be shy too, although no
well, Aylana herself is very calm, quiet and shy, well, in a word, an introvert, just like you"
I just listened carefully
"Is she like that in class too?"
"Well, when she just moved here, she was rarely at school at all, she always ran away and skipped, we rarely saw her and she almost didn't communicate with us at all and studied very poorly"
"But then she started to get used to it, and when we met her, we had some kind of connection with her, you know, we just understood each other from the floor of the word, and this is still the case and sometimes we even think about the same thing at the same time, like soulmates?"
"wow, how is she with you now?"
"well, now she's sociable there, more fooling around there, well, she's a very good friend, I'm glad that I met her"
these words touched me, she spoke so sincerely about her, her eyes sparkled, are they really so close?
I often noticed in the corridor when the two of them walk together, they both always laugh and smile, they have a good and sincere friendship
"wow that was really cute" i said and she was embarrassed
"Yes, she is like a younger sister for us, we all take care of her, although she cares more about us and scolds us if we do something wrong, by the way, she is older than us," she said
"you guys are really very nice, I envy your friendship, I don't understand why she can't talk to me normally too, she's so shy," I said
and then she started showing pictures and funny videos of what they do in class, they really have fun there, I thought they had a boring class
And she told the story of how they were almost not expelled from school at the end of the year at the last exam, of course I went nuts but it was so funny, but I was surprised that it all started with my curl, a hooligan ahahah, I laughed so much and it was very interesting for me to listen to stories from Nataliya, the curly girl didn't tell me about it so I would like to spend more time with Nataliya and listen to more stories, she is a very open, sociable and sincere person
The bell rang and I said goodbye to Nataliya and went to my class
I checked my phone and saw messages from curly
-where have you been? she wrote and i think she already knew most likely her friend already told her
- just sitting in the hallway
-with whom? She wrote
«Why are you asking if you already know?»I answered
no seriously is this some kind of test or something?
- now Natalia?
-What Natalia?
-your new friend
is she kidding?
- she is very funny and sociable
I wrote let her be angry
-And?
-I like her
-good
she wrote
-very
I answered, I think there will be another quarrel soon
she didn't write anything else so i just left the phone and focused on the lesson
call
I decided to go upstairs and do a quick light make-up, since there is no mirror on our floor
today millie didn't come again they have some kind of family event today
I quickly climbed up so as not to cross paths with anyone, I went into the restroom, took off my mask and started doing makeup and heard the familiar loud laugh of Nataliya
she has a really funny laugh
I only had to paint my lips and everything as the door opened
"Ooo Dilara" said loudly Nataliya
"Aylana here is your beauty" she said looking back and I saw the curl she had a frown
Nataliya came up to me and hugged me, and then Meriana and whispered quietly enough so that only I could hear
"something happened?" she asked
Yes, she is the only one of the school friends of the curly girl who knew about us.
I just nodded and she looked at me with regret, I looked at the curl, she was talking to Meine, Meine came up and also hugged me and said hello
the curly girl just stood silently on the sidelines
she looked at me
"hi" she said calmly, she could at least hug all her friends hugged it would be fine if she hugged too but no she decided to just say "hi"
"hey, how are you" I asked more positively
"fine" she replied, seriously?
She didn't even bother to ask how I was doing. Is she really angry or is she acting her part?
I felt sad but I just suppressed my smile a little and said goodbye to them and left the restroom
it was a shame
well if she wants it so let it be as she wants
during the day we did not contact her in any way, there was not a single message from her and we did not intersect, I did not go to lunch today and just decided to listen to music and sleep in class
she didn't even text me why I missed lunch
WHAT THE HELL IS WITH HER
Did she not like the fact that I praised her friend or hugged her three friends in front of her?
although they themselves hugged me, I just answered them
I will not write to her until she writes herself, she was rude to me today
2 DAYS 2 damn days as if we don't communicate
IS HE SERIOUS?
ok i will do it myself
i came to school early today and i want to talk to her
I went to her class, the class was empty, she wasn't there, and when I went downstairs, I saw her rise, we made eye contact and she just ignored it and decided to leave
WTF
"we need to talk" i said
"I don't think so," she scolded calmly
"Let's just talk"
"no" she answered, why is she acting like a child, we are no longer children
"don't act like a child, let's go talk," I said, and without waiting for an answer, I went to our place
I really hope she comes
I heard steps, ok victory
"I'm listening to you" she said carelessly
"Why are you acting like this?"
"How ?" she asked coldly
"like a bloody naughty child, maybe that's enough already?"
I said raising my tone
"I don't act like a child" she said
"YOU ACT LIKE A FUCKING BABY AYLANA" I said it loud enough and called her name for the first time
"Stop calling me a child, your Nataliya is a child," she replied
"unlike you, at least she is brave and can speak normally," I said
I think it was superfluous, but she brought me
"then go to your brave Nataliya and meet her, why are you standing here next to me, your Nataliya is already waiting for you to skip class with you, and after Nataly you can go to your Sky and flirt with him as much as you want, he's cute" she said this angry, wow, she thinks I'm some kind of whore or something?
"Does that mean I'm some kind of whore to you?" I asked
"I didn't say that" she said
"BUT YOUR WORDS WILL LEAD TO THIS"
"and what did she answer
"well, you want me to go to sky, I'll go to him, you want me to skip a lesson with Nataliya, I'll skip it, but know that, unlike you, they are not cowards, you couldn't even say 3 simple words to me in these 2 months like "I love you", which I generally expect from you, "I said and left my tears accumulated
after everything that happened between us, for her it turned out to be a simple whore
ok so be it i hate her
I went into the classroom and tried not to cry, but it didn't work out, and so I went out and went upstairs to the restroom because there is a mirror and I started crying non-stop, it hurts me so much
her words hurt so much I can't stop crying the tears won't stop
the bell rang and millie came she started hugging and comforting me she knew that this one was because of that curl and just hugged me
"everything will pass, you will still measure this ordinary quarrel," said Millie
"she called me a damn whore millie" I said crying
and suddenly the door opened and her friends began to come in, this is really their second home
when I saw them, I quickly began to wipe my tears, but they noticed and immediately came up to me
"Dilara why are you crying"
"HEY DILARA WHAT HAPPENED"
"HEYYY GIRL DON'T CRY" they started talking and Meriana hugged me and Nataliya asked again
"Tell me what happened?"
"I just got a bad grade" I said with a smile, I saw that the curly girl also came in with them, but I think she had already left
BRAVO, for the sake of decency, she could at least come up, but she's a bitch
so heartless, i hate her
"Hey don't worry it's just an estimate" they began to cheer
"you can still fix it"
"What subject"
"Do you want us to help you?" they began to say, seriously, they are so cute, I just smiled
"It's okay, don't worry, I'll fix it today, thank you very much"
"I'm going to class now, as the call is coming soon, thanks girls," I said and smiled, millie and I went out and I saw that a curl was standing near the door, we met for a second, she had a sad and empty look, but I just quickly looked away and left with millie
she started herself, let her finish it, I'm tired of this shit
