Chapter 19

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She quickly ran up to me, checked my temperature and immediately hugged me
"I brought you pills," she said and quickly took them out of the bag
"You should drink this quickly and your temperature will go down quickly," she said, I saw this anxiety in her eyes, she's really worried, she's so sweet
"Yes, sit down, I missed you," I said, I hold her hand so that she sits down
"I'll bring you water first," she said and went out again
And she came with a glass of water and took a pill out of the package and gave it to me
"Okay, now drink it up," she said holding my glass
"Babe, I can hold a glass," I said laughing
"Me too," she answered and put the glass on the nightstand
"Now lie back until the temperature subsides," she said, placing my head gently on the bed
She is so comfortable and caring just the perfect person
"lie with me, I missed you"
I said looking at her
And she lay down and I immediately hugged her and began to inhale her smell, sweet as always, this is the smell of my home
"How was your day at school?" I asked
"It's okay, I missed you" she said caressing my hair, one of her cute habits
"I wrote to her" I said
"to whom?" she asked calmly
"malva" I answered
"oh so what?" she asked, still caressing my hair, does she often play with it?
"I asked how I could find a common language with her and do you know what she answered?"
I asked frowning a little
"and what?" she asked and I took the phone and showed it to her, she started reading and laughed a little
"wow that's what it means," she said and continued stroking my hair
"Under no circumstances will you have any contact with her, okay?"
"whatever you say yelly" she said pinching my cheek
"It will be as you say," she answered
In fact, you may think that I'm some kind of evil creature and toxic, but believe me, in most cases I always have to listen to her and she hates when people don't listen to her, especially when it's me, so sometimes she also listens to me and that makes me happy
"let me send you a photo of the boy you sent me, I need to keep up the dialogue," I said
"what boy?" she asked with a frown
"who looks like me from 7th grade"
"What do you say?"
"I'll say that he looks like dilara, I want to see her reaction to my name"
"oh okay" she answered and just hugged me, for some reason she's not interested in this matter at all
I sent and wrote what I wanted
"the eyes are similar, just as huge"
Wait, did she just insult me?
"Babe, do my eyes have big eyes?"
I asked
"They are beautiful babe" she answered sleepily
"yes" I answered her
"They even wear glasses," I wrote
"I didn't notice her, I don't even remember the last time I saw her," she wrote
WTF I was at school yesterday, damn I'm her classmate
"she rarely comes
"she was there yesterday" I wrote
"You're really a stalker," she replied.
FUCK SHE'S JUST MY GIRLFRIEND
"It's difficult for her to study here," I answered
"that's her problem"

WTF does she hate me already?
"You are communcating?" she wrote
"yes" I immediately answered, damn it, control yourself
"not now, she deleted insta" I answered quickly so as not to be suspicious
"And How?"
Ok what should I answer to this?
Well, great, she's my girlfriend and we communicate very well.
Good need brothers
We met in September, when we were skipping class, I typed
Hell no
"We met in September when we were running away from the director," I wrote
"she's very cool" I wrote, just like that, I need to say something about myself
I looked and saw that Oisha was sleeping hugging me, she was sleeping so sweetly, she was probably tired at school
I took a photo of it and another one for the collection.
"They told me about you," she wrote
WTFFFFF it can't be fucking WHAT?
"In what sense?" I wrote
"Well, when she came, you really liked her"
Well yes she still likes me, GIRL she sleeps next to me now
"You came to see her there often"
WTFFF did they see her in our class in the morning???
But we arrived early
What's happening
"Did I come?" I wrote, deciding to pretend to be innocent
"yes, I thought you were dating," she wrote
FUCK yeah we're together
Well control yourself
"believe me, she's very shy" damn I'm shy, what an image
"and I'm even worse"
LOL SHE WILL KILL ME
"but then I found out that Dilara is straight"
LOOOL GOOD, she doesn't think us together is good
"We don't even say hello," I answered
"Do you even like it?"
LOL SHE LOVES ME
"noooo," I replied
"It's a pity" she replied
need to clarify and translate the topic
"It's just that our situations are a little similar"
I wrote and looked at Curly, she was sleeping so sweetly, I left the phone and also lay down, she was probably very tired, I started stroking her cheek
so cute
I didn't notice how I fell asleep and when I woke up there was nothing next to me
She left, I got up and grew older at 9 o'clock in the evening and I decided to sleep again, I didn't have the strength to get up

A week has passed
And all week I tried to keep in touch with our new girl, but I noticed that during this week I moved away from my loved one, I think I was too obsessed with my plan, I sometimes used oisha for voice messages or photos to make everything believable, but now I notice that we've grown apart so we should talk to her this morning
"babe, in our place?"
"OK"
It's kind of cold, but ok
I've already gotten ready and am on my way to school, for some reason I'm starting to get nervous
I climb the stairs and go to our place
I saw that she was talking to someone on the phone and when she saw me her facial expression changed a little and she turned it off immediately
I approached her, "who were you talking to?"
I asked curiously
"Yes, just an acquaintance," she answered carefree
"and the name?" I asked
"Who cares what you wanted to talk about?"
"Oisha just say the damn name"
"Does this not concern you okay?" She answered so coldly, did I do something wrong?
"What the hell is wrong with you?" I asked angry
she laughed sarcastically
"With me ?" she asked
"Do you see yourself? Damn, you're constantly on your phone and constantly communicating with this new girl and we can't spend normal time together, and after that you ask what's wrong with me? Seriously? you're funny" she said
Wow, she's right, but she doesn't think that I stopped loving her
"What are you getting at?" I asked
"besides, we moved away from each other" when she said this I was in shock, in great shock
"I'm not tired of you," I said calmly
"I'm tired," she replied.
These words really hurt me
"okay, what are you going to do?"
"I'll just rest, and no one will write to that girl, that's enough really, I don't want her to think that I'm somehow interested in her, so stop it," she said just as calmly
"okay" I answered lightheartedly
She stood up and looked at me with tired eyes, wanted to say something but just left
Yes, that's all she can do, she doesn't know how to solve problems properly
She is still a child who is 16
I understand why it's like this for her, it's all because of the family, I don't mean that in her family it's customary not to solve problems
She's just a child who quickly matured morally and I understand why it's hard for her, I also know that in their family it's customary that they won't apologize for their mistakes, they're all very proud, but Aylana she's really trying to change for me, she asked me twice sorry, I really appreciate it
I think too much, I just need to go to sleep
Tomorrow it's school again
I wasn't in a hurry this morning because Curly said yesterday that we had a break so there was no reason to go there early
I hope we won't cross paths with her today.

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