POV Dilara
"Let's finish" I said
"What?" she answered
"this relationship" I answered without looking at her
"oh i thought we already" she said, I WANT TO KILL HER
"How long ago?" I asked
"when you told me that you were tired of me and that you didn't lead me" did she hear only this from everything I said?
"Did you just remember that?"
"I guess that was the main one" she replied calmly
"okay, i just wanted to make it official, but it turns out it's already over for you"
I said
"this is after your own words," she replied
"it means I'm to blame again, let's just admit that from the very beginning you were not interested in relationships and you didn't care about them, I don't know what you were trying to achieve"
"Why do you think I didn't care?" she asked quietly
"because that's how it is Aylana, you don't try to fix something at all, only I do, and in the end it's my fault, in the end it's my fault again, it's like I'm fighting with myself, do you understand?"
"I also try to din, you know that I also have my personal problems, but I always try to give you time and call you at every opportunity, but you keep calling me an egoist, is that right?" she asked softly
"You see that I step over myself and give you everything you want, why don't you understand this, din?"
How can she remain so calm, I can't say anything, I just keep quiet
Is it hard for her too? why does it hurt so much
"I really try to change for you, please start noticing it already"
"I love you any, you didn't have to change"
"I only want to give you the best, please don't make it all disappear" she said looking directly into my eyes so softly, such a soft look
"well, if you want it so much, let's just finish as you say, but just know that I have always been honest and sincere with you from the very first second of our acquaintance"
i didn't say anything since i came here to free myself and not to go back again and just nodded
she got old on me and stood up
"okay then good luck to you, hope you will be happy" she said smiling and shaking my hand
I was just speechless, I couldn't say anything
"bye yelly" she smiled again and waved at me
she's leaving, this is the end
end of our story
I agree with this ending
I brought it up myself
i just have to accept it
but it hurts so much, I feel that a part of me is dying
I did it myself
it hurts so much, my heart breaks into little pieces
2 months later....
