Business and Pleasure (Book 1)

Chapter 59- Kennedy

"I brought you some wine." I said softly, Andy looked up at me and smiled softly. I poured him a glass and handed it to him. It didn't escape my notice how he looked me over with appreciation before masking his face. He took the glass with a small thank you and took a sip. I noticed the slight tremble of his hand before he set it down on the table next to him.

I sat down next to him and sipped my wine in silence. Trying to think of something to say to start the conversation. By the time my glass was empty I was still at a loss for words. His glass was also empty so I refilled it.

"So, we are worried about you Andy." I said softly. He sighed but didn't say anything. I took the glass from his hands and set it down then I straddled him. "My Love, I can't handle this distance anymore. We will never get through this if you shut down." I leaned into him and he wrapped me in his arms.

"Please talk to me?" I begged. He inhaled my scent placing his head in my neck. I felt wetness hitting my shoulder and I knew he was crying. He hugged me tightly as he body shook with silent cry. I clung to him for dear life. He went through a traumatic experience and he was keeping it in. I let him cry until it was just sniffles.

The entire front of my robe was wet with tears so when he finally loosened his hold I untied it and took it off. He laid his head in my bosom. He hummed sliding his hands down to gripping my ass. I felt his erection pressing up into me and I groaned.

"Andy we should talk before-." He bit down on my breast and I squealed squirming on his lap.

"I don't want to talk right now." He growled holding on to me and standing up. He carried me to the bed and threw me on. Him being a sexual predator was the most reaction I've seen in him since we'd been at the hospital, well aside from the silent tears.

He pulled his shirt off over his head and pushed down his pajama bottoms. I immediately felt the wetness between my legs at seeing him standing there naked. I scooted back on her bed but he grabbed my leg and pulled me towards the edge. He knelt down so that his face was in front of my bare pussy and inhaled deeply. He placed a gentle kiss on my folds before snaking his tongue out and licking me. I shivered as he spread my legs wide and began to devour me.

I couldn't keep the moans away as he used his tongue to make me completely unravel. I rocked my hips against his mouth and he growled moving to slide a finger inside of me. I groaned even louder feeling the buildup of my orgasm coming.

"I'm going to cum!" I gasped out, I could feel the vibration of his growl against my clit and I came apart crying out. He hummed his way up my body kissing and sucking parts of my flesh while siding my lingerie up and wrapping my hands in it and pinning them down to the bed. He positioned his fully erected cock at my entrance and pushed in slowly until he was at the hilt. His eyes met mine and for the first time in 2 weeks he looked like himself. Maybe all he needed was something familiar.

"I missed you Angel." He whispered, and I felt my chest tighten. Even though he was with me the entire time, he definitely was mentally checked out.

"I missed you too." I whispered back. I felt his free hand roaming up my body, the sureness of his touch made me smile. His hands didn't tremble and he grazed his hand up and down my body. He slowly began to move his hips pumping into me, his Prince Albert hitting my Gspot. His lips met mine and he growled the vibration of deep rumble sending shivers down my body. I wanted to wrap my arms around him but he had them pinned above my head. The only thing I could do was wrap my leg around his waist. He was so broad that I still couldn't bring him close to me me and I whimpered. I needed to touch him.

I couldn't breathe as he thrust into me at a steady pace not releasing my lips for air. I felt tears run down my cheeks at the overwhelming emotions that were running through me. The desperation and need I felt radiating off his body broke me. I tried to open my eyes but darkness started to cloud my vision. I was suffocating under him and I had no way to tell him. He'd never fucked me like this before and it was scary. It was like if he let me go or pulled back I would disappear.

Suddenly he released my lips and I gasped for air. I was going to say my safe word but it was like he sensed it and released my hands leaning back and slowing his thrust until he stopped. He pulled out and took a shaky step back running his fingers through his hair.

"I'm s-s-sorry." He stammered. He looked lost. I stood up my leg's shaking. I took a few steps to him but he backed up and I paused. "I don't know what's wrong with me."

I took a deep breath and closed the distance between us I took his hands and led him back to the bed. "Lay down." I ordered softly. One beautifully arched brow rose at the order but he laid down. I snuggled up next to him pulling his head to my chest.

"You went through something incredibly traumatic. You watched the love of your life get shot and you were helpless to do anything. You could have been hurt and Parker could have been hurt. It was scary and traumatic. So no you are not okay, but the person who hurt us is gone forever and we are together as a family. And we will get through this as a family. You can't pull away or distance yourself because that's not what a family does. We pull together and we become stronger than ever." I tell him. I feel the tears again dripping down my chest. My eyes begin to blur as he pulled me closer to him. I don't know how long we laid there or how long he cried but when he finally began to shift it was dark outside. I don't know if he was awake the whole time or if he dozed but I held him contently just giving him the comfort he needed.

"Are you awake?" His deep voice was gravely as it filled the room. My stomach flipped with excitement hearing his voice. I would never get used to the sexy baritone of his voice.

"Yes." I answered him running my hands through his hair. He lifted up on one elbow and looked up at me. Even in the darkness of the room I could see his cloudy grey eyes. He shifted me so that I was now laying half under him. I could feel his erection on my thigh and my mouth immediately began to water.

"I need you." He whispered positioning himself over me. I spread my legs so that he could lay between them. This time when he entered me it wasn't desperation I felt but pure love. I wrapped my arms around him as he placed gently kisses on my lips and cheeks and neck. I don't think I ever felt like we were making love like I did now. The slow deep thrust and the moans of satisfaction and pure pleasure had my heart feeling like it would beat out of my chest.

I could feel my release building as his kisses became more desperate, not like earlier, but like he couldn't get enough of me. I loved the feeling of him unraveling in my arms. I loved him.

"I love you." I moaned out as my body arched and I began to pulse around his cock, trembling and grabbing at his back to hold on for dear life. He moaned covering my mouth with his. I felt the warm intoxicating feel of him coming inside of me. He continued to thrust in a slow steady rhythm until we both finished riding the high of our orgasm. We held each other panting.

"Marry me." He whispered into my neck. "I can't live without you my beautiful Angel."