Sumin POV
I had nothing to do all day as *young Master* was always in his room, it's currently nighttime and I'm still stuck here, in this boring room with nothing to do.
I got fed up, so I stood up and left my room to get some fresh air and relax a little bit when I heard muffled sounds coming out of Junmin's room.
I took a step backwards and stood in front of the door trying assume what's going on.
I was thinking if I should open the door or knock but I just ended up knocking, but he didn't seem to hear.
I slowly opened his bedroom door and what I saw shocked me.
There he was on his bed, whimpering, with tears flowing down his face. He was mumbling something as he slept and I moved closer to try and hear what he was saying...
"Please" he sniffled "please just stop".
Hearing him say that I quickly tried waking him by touching his shoulders and he just jerked weirdly on the bed with weird sounds coming out of his mouth like his words were caught in his throat and he was struggling to breathe. I shook him more while calling his name, and he woke up.
He stared at me with a horrified face with fear in his eyes, hands trembling and eyes red, filled with tears, he looked like he didn't recognize me and started screaming and hitting me with clenched fists while crying.
I held his hands gently and he didn't seem to calm down, I was confused and didn't know what to do as I have never been in this kind of situation before.
"It's okay" I said to him "you're safe".
"No one's gonna hurt you"
"You're okay"
I kept telling him that and he seemed to calm down after a few minutes.
"Are you okay?" I asked him but he just stared up at me, all sweaty and exhausted.
He broke down in a very heart wrenching sob.
And his reply was something I definitely wasn't expecting.
"I'm t-tired" he stuttered "I can't do this anymore".
I patted his back and let him cry in my arms.
My first day definitely didn't go as i hoped.
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Junmin POV
My sleep was interrupted again this night like every other night, always plagued by nightmares.
Nightmares about the same man
It's happening again,
It feels so real that I feel like I'm still living in that moment, I was terrified, I saw him again,
He grabbed my wrist and touched me,
Touches everywhere.
How he put that filthy mouth on my body
Covering me with disgusting kisses.
"Please" I begged "please just stop"
But he didn't, what did I expect
He screamed at me, I tried to get away,
I tried to free my hands from his grip,
But I couldn't.
I have no one to blame for what happened
But myself.
If only I was strong,
If only I pulled my hands from his grasp,
I would've gotten away.
If only I was smart enough,
I wouldn't have fallen for such stupid tricks.
I'm so stupid.
He's back for me, I just know it.
why can't I just be free from this life.
I tried to hit him, but he held my wrist tightly,
I couldn't breathe
I couldn't scream for help
The words stuck in my throat
I felt helpless .
I woke up in cold sweat, my t-shirt was glued to my body and I was in the arms of who I didn't expect to see.
He calmed me down even if I've just known him for a little while.
"Are you okay"he asked, that question...
That question choked me.
I couldn't answer, I wasn't okay and I couldn't tell him that, I broke down.
I released all the frustrations, pain, anger, sadness, shame and regret that I felt.
I just let it all out.
"I'm t-tired" I mumbled "I can't do this anymore".
He didn't push me away, he didn't ask for explanations, he didn't call me names or hit me for being weak.
he just comforted me and let me cry in his arms.
And for the first time in a long time,
I felt safe.
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It's not that long.
No character introduction today cos,
It's his birthday.
Happy birthday to the first member who caught my eyes, my first bias, cutest, goofy and handsome boy Jinsik 🎂🎉🎉.
I wish him all the best life has to offer.
Look at this cute smile 😍😍
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