Junmin POV
We got in bed together and he pulled me closer and wrapping his hands around me. I kissed his neck and he let out a very quiet moan.
"Sumin?" I called looking up at him
"Yes babe"
"Kiss me"
He didn't need to be asked twice, his soft lips brushed mine in a fleeting kiss before pulling away. I pulled him back down, kissing him with more desperation.
I needed to feel wanted.
He wasn't asking me out so I'll just admit I was anxious. Was it because I haven't had sex with him? He said he did not fall for me because of sex but because I was lovable, in and out.
What does that mean? I feel like I can't give him what he wants. Sex is a must in relationships, and I know he's just saying that to make me feel better.
We sat up and I straddled his lap as we continued our much needed kiss. His hands roamed my back and waist and my hands were in his hair as I rubbed my pelvis against his.
We got hard in no time.
We've always gone this far so it was normal, our intimacy always ended with Sumin rubbing both our dicks together till we cum, we just couldn't go further than that.
No... Not we, I couldn't go further than that.
Our trousers and underwear were off in no time and Sumin was at it again, rubbing our throbbing cocks together as we both moaned in pleasure.
“Will you eat my ass out?” I said innocently,
"How can you say something so dirty with that innocent face" he asked and I shrugged in reply.
"Are you sure?" He asked and I nodded again.
"If you're uncomfortable, tell me and I'll stop okay?" He said rubbing comforting circles on my back.
I got up and spun around onto my stomach. I lifted my hips slightly and Sumin slid a pillow under me to support my pelvis.
I felt his hand spread my cheeks apart and I shivered at his warm touch. He leaned down and began a full assault with his tongue.
I can't describe how good it felt. Being desperate for more friction, I ground his hips down into the pillow to satisfy my aching member.
"You really want to take this further? It's okay to stop, I don't mind" Sumin asked again and I nodded again.
"Stop nodding, I need verbal consent"
"Just do it now that I'm desperate" I snapped at him, his questions were getting too annoying.
"I'm not going to take advantage of your desperation Junmin, we'll do this when you're really ready"
He moved away from me, laying back down and pulling me with him. There was nothing more I could do at that moment but cry in frustration.
I cuddled into him, hiding my face in his neck as I cried, he whispered soothing words in my ear and stroked my back trying to calm me.
"You didn't even get to cum yet" I cried
"That's the least of my worries right now"
"You always say things like this but why haven't you asked me to be your boyfriend? I thought it's because we haven't had sex yet" I finally let go of the thoughts that has been clouding my mind all day.
"You've got it all wrong princess, I just didn't want to pressure you. I like you a lot and I would be honored to have you as my boyfriend. It's not because of sex okay?"
"I'm sorry, I don't have doubts about your feelings for me, but I can't help but feel this way"
"Don't ever apologise for how you feel, it's not a crime to be scared"
"Thanks Sumin"
"No thank you either" he said pecking my head.
"I'll ask you to be my boyfriend at a perfect time, perfect place, perfect mood and weather. You know why?" He asked
"Why?"
"Because you're perfect in my eyes, you deserve everything good, I may not be good enough but I'll try my best. When that day comes, I hope you can let go of all my shortcomings and accept me"
"You're making me cry again" I sniffled at his heartwarming words
"I didn't mean to make you cry, I'm just telling you my sincere feelings" he said wiping my tears.
"You criticize me and here you are, naked under the covers with your bodyguard" Sohee said from the doorway with his hands crossed in front of him.
"Why are you here? Don't you know how to knock?" I snapped at him for ruining the moment.
"I'm just trying to be more like you" he sassed.
"Go out before I throw something at you" I threatened
"Adios brother"
"What the hell is his problem?" I relaxed into Sumin's arms again.
"I hate to say this but you did spy on him too"
"You're supposed to be on my side" I sulked
"I'm always on your side baby"
"Whatever. Just hold me closer"
He pulled me impossibly closer to his chest and I fell asleep in no time while listening to his heartbeat and soft breathing.
I finally found my home.
And it's being here, with my real family, and in Sumin's arms,
I've never felt so safe.
908 words.
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