Chapter 22

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Seeun POV

It's been three days since my brother has been in a coma, he apparently lost too much blood and mine didn't match, that's definitely not okay.

I appreciate Wooyoung for testing both our bloods just to be safe. I mean, our blood type is the same on paper, I almost killed my brother.

The pain in my chest was indescribable and I didn't know what to feel. He meant the world to me and I just wanted to keep him safe at this point and away from Father, and to do all that.

I needed him to wake up.

I was very angry at Father for not being here, he apparently went on a business trip at such a bad time. Well, His business matters the most to him so I'm not really surprised, just disappointed.

Junmin was like a sheep, he has always been so naive, frail and too calm for this world, he was practically in a lion's den surrounded by hungry lions ready to tear him apart, and I did. The fact that Father choose Junmin as the heir was baffling.

I just couldn't see him taking over the business.

I cared for him and hated him at the same time while growing up, everyone saw I was better than him but they were just too fond of the idea that first born children must be the heir. Dumb-ass people.

I wished I had loved him all my life, seeing him suffer makes me feel guilty. If I hadn't told Father everything that day, he  would still be my bubbly hyung who loved to joke around and play pranks.

My jealousy would be the death of me.

His days after that incident were so heartbreaking to witness, he couldn't sleep without pills, couldn't eat and cried all day. It was unbearable watching him and I'll live with that guilt for the rest of my life.

I don't deserve happiness, after what I did to him.

The past is still hidden in a deep and dark place in my heart, I love my brother and that secret will be there till I die.

I found notes in Father's study yesterday and I finally understand everything.

The child Father wrote about might be me, I'm not his son. Who's my real Father? and why am I here?.

How do I know it's me?

Father never loved me. I was like Junmin hyung's shadow, he never acknowledged me. Junmin hyung got nice gifts and toys and I got harsh training. He got showered in praises and I got blank stares and frowns. I don't understand why he hated me so much.

After that incident, it seemed like I finally proved myself to him. He started to treat me better and abandoned Junmin.

He cast his son away because of me.

Father was hiding a lot and I'll uncover his secrets no matter how hard he tries to hide them.

I need to search for more clues.

I sneaked back to his office for more clues and found letters, letters from Father to someone who didn't seem to receive it.

My eyes were wide as saucers as I read letter after letter. I realized how crazy and entitled he was. He was chasing after his first love and someone's wife.

It went from begging, to stalking, to threats of killing her husband and taking her. Mad man.

Father was a psychopath, and I didn't just realize.

The letters were getting more scary and dark until one that finally caught my eye. My heart sank.

He talked about her new born twin sons and how he'll take them both away and kill them to make her suffer. I hoped he didn't succeed with that sick plan.

That was the last letter, what happened to her and her kids? What about her husband? So many thoughts ran through my head.

Am I one of them? Do I have a twin?.

It can't be Junmin, Father loved him.

I grabbed the letters and put it back where I took it from. I had a lot of questions, and only Father had the answers to them.

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Junho POV

I sat in a hotel in Seoul thinking about the past and avoiding my son.

I'm in no mood to answer his foolish questions, I raised him to be smart and he's still so stupid, to not realize that there's a camera in my office.

I crossed my legs as my mind filled with thoughts of the past. Thoughts that revolved around a beautiful prostitute who cheated on me. A piercing feeling went through my heart and I still felt resentment towards her after all these years.

How could she betray me after all I did for her, she fell in love and married my friend or should I say ex-friend, Lee.

That backstabbing bastard.

When I knew about their relationship, I wasn't myself. I wanted just one thing back then,

And it was to kill the betrayer.

Soonyoung was mine and mine alone, she belonged to me, I own her, I saved her, I had her first and I didn't plan on giving her up. She behaved well and loved me until they met.

I still regret introducing them till this day.

I wrote her letters, but I was too much of a pussy to send them. It was too late, she was already married but I didn't want to give up.

She didn't understand me, she fucking called me a stalker and a sick person.

How am I sick?

That ungrateful bitch.

That night I sought drastic measures. If she wouldn't leave Lee, I'd remove him from both our lives.

But that was almost impossible, the fucker was richer and had better connections than me. She had to pick the only person I couldn't beat.

We met again, at another party and she was heavily pregnant, almost due.

Just looking at her from far away, I decided to plot out my actions to get her instead, bitch needed to learn her lesson.

Time went really fast and two weeks later I strode down the hospital hallways, looking for the children's ward. It was nighttime and most visitors left already, so it was pretty easy to find. I searched for them and found them and the corner.

She gave birth to twins. Their hospital cribs had their initials scribbled on it.

Lee S.H and Lee J.H.

They looked so cute. If only they were mine, I wouldn't have to go through all those troubles.

I don't regret what I did that night, I'd do it again if I could. My heart still races in excitement thinking about what happened that day, and the satisfying results I got.

That innocent boy, He'll keep paying for the sins of his parents till the day he dies.



1179 words.
First time in Junho's POV.
More about the past will be out soon, I hope you guys are still enjoying the story.
See y'all in the next chapter.
Have a nice day roadys🥰🥰

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