Four years later
Minjae POV
It's been four years and I still live my life in fear and trauma. Hunter has been nothing but supportive and I can't ask for a better boyfriend.
I hated going to the therapist, I've always hated hospitals and everything related to it. The white building, the white coat, the strangely calming office, I hated it all.
My nights have been plagued with nightmares since that day. Everytime I woke up from one and see Hunter beside me, it made me feel a little better.
I always dreamt of the same thing, Jinsik bleeding profusely, Junmin shot in the middle of the head and Hunter crying, while hugging my dead body. It's terrifying.
Hunter, sensing my hesitation to go to the psychiatrist, decided to go in with me and that helped a lot. It made me talk about my fears and the nightmares that ruin my nights.
He's everything to me.
Knowing I can always count on him, reassures me. My best friends were always there for me too, I appreciated it.
Pregnancy came and I suddenly can't control my emotions, I love my besties but feel like hitting Hunter everytime I see him having fun.
Without me? Can you believe that?
He doesn't pay me much attention, probably because I've gained weight. Now I know he loves my body and not me. He put this child in me and thinks he can have fun without me? That's the reason why I hate seeing his face sometimes.
"I don't like that look on your face"
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Hunter POV
I walked into the living room of our penthouse apartment, Minjae was sitting on the couch staring at the TV, only he wasn't watching anything but mumbling things to himself.
He's become too emotional and I couldn't guess when he was in a bad mood or not. Looking at him, I knew he was cooking up some shit in his small head but I decided to ask him what was going on.
"I don't like the look on your face" I said, walking towards him with unsure steps.
"Get away from me" he said to me calmly
"Are you okay?" I asked, taking another step of faith.
"I said get out" he suddenly screamed, throwing the TV remote control at me. It landed straight on my face, breaking the skin on my forehead. I felt blood trickle down my skin
"Ouch"
"Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry" he struggled to get up from the couch and walk towards me. It was until he got closer, I noticed the tears in his eyes. He hit me and he was the one crying, He's just too cute.
"Come on baby, why are you crying?" I cooed, hugging him.
"I hurt you, I'm sorry" he cried, hiding his head in my chest.
"Stop crying, I'm the one hurt"
"It's your fault I'm this emotional" he sniffled
"How is it my fault?"
"You put him in me remember?" He pointed to his stomach "So it's you and your son's fault"
"I totally agree with you, it's our fault. We're sorry"
"Carry me to our room" he smiled
I gently pulled myself away from him to carry him bridal style when I felt a slap on my shoulder, "You idiot, I knew it. Why did you push me away? Am I really too heavy?" He rambled
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