The Mafia Son's Bodyguard (SuminXJunmin)

Chapter 18

Junmin POV

I placed the razor blade on my wrist and cut.

I've never cut so deep, the way blood gushed out of the cut was overwhelming and my chest felt tight.

I cut again but it didn't go that deep because of my shaky hands and ragged breathing.

I couldn't control my feelings and I was frightened by it.

I needed to die but I was scared, I didn't want to be alone anymore.

I don't want to live in this nightmare anymore.

I don't want Father to treat me the way he does. But,

I didn't want to leave Minjae and Seeun, they'll be devastated.

I can't do this, I can't take it.

I picked myself up and walked back to my room to call Minjae.

I picked up my phone and dialed his number and waited for him to pick up, he did after the third ring.

"Hello" he said in a groggy voice. Looked like he just woke up.

"I'm so-sorry" I stuttered.

"Jun, what's wrong?" I could hear the panic in his voice.

"I- I cut myself, it's too much and I think I'm going to die" I cried.

Silence.

"I'm on my way, hang on".

I made a grave mistake, but I didn't want to let go and embrace death.

I laid on my bed bleeding out for what seemed like forever before my door bursts open and Sumin rushed in.

I heard him scream my name as he ran towards the bed. I felt a cloth wrap around my body as I was picked up, I forgot I was naked.

He rushed out the door, screaming at someone to hurry up, and that was the last thing I heard.

Before darkness overcame me.

*****

Sumin POV

I laid on my bed, eyes wide open staring at the ceiling fan in the middle.

I couldn't fall asleep since we came back early this morning.

I got up getting ready to go for a late run to tire myself out, so I could sleep.

There was a sudden scream and I turned around to face the sound. It came from Junmin's room.

I didn't think, I just ran out of my room towards Junmin's room and knocked on the door.

"Young Master" I knocked again "Fuck... Junmin" I called, no reply.

I turned the door knob and it opened. Jesus, I'm so stupid, why didn't I try it before.

I walked inside and gasped in shock.

He sat on his bed, his face as pale as a ghost. He was in his own world before he turned towards me and screamed.

He's so cute.

We talked a little, more like I was concerned and he was snappy. I left his room, promising to bring him his breakfast.

I was in the kitchen waiting for Jinsik to pull together a quick breakfast for Junmin when my phone rang.

It was Hunter calling.

"What's up man, why so early?" I answered.

"It's Minjae, are you at the mansion?" He asked and I could feel the panic and urgency in his voice.

"Yes"

"Go to Junmin before it's too late, I'm on my way. He's injured badly".

Just hearing that, I sprinted up the stairs to Junmin's room with Seonghwa hyung on my tail. I was traumatized for the 100th time in 2 days.

He was lying on his bed, naked and curled up in a fatal position facing the door.

He was lying in his own blood with his eyes barely open. I ran towards him and noticed the cuts on his wrists. He needed help immediately.

"Junmin, Junmin, what did you do?" I wrapped his bedsheet swiftly around him and hoisted him up in my arms, running towards the door.

A confused Seonghwa ran to get Seeun leaving me with Junmin.

Blood stained the sheets as it kept pouring out of his wrist. His face was pale and he went limp in my arms and I feared for the worst.

I held him closer to my body, I was scared of the fact that he tried to kill himself, I didn't want him to die. My hands trembled as I held him, running towards the small clinic in the mansion.

I took him downstairs to the clinic, placing him on the bed and removing the bedsheet around him. I placed him under the quilt and ran out again to find Yunho.

Yunho was the doctor that worked in the Park's mansion, I don't get why he isn't here yet. I was pissed as hell as I ran towards his room.

"Yunho, Yunho" I called out as I approached his room. I knocked on the door loudly until it was opened with Mingi standing in the doorway in his boxer briefs.

He looked at me and noticed the blood stain on my clothes, I'm thankful he didn't have to ask. He ran inside and shook Yunho awake shouting emergency, over and over again.

It would've been funny if I wasn't in a hurry.

He definitely is a doctor. He shot out of bed and put on his bathrobe and ran out of the room with me following behind him.

"What's going on" he asked still running.

"Junmin... He- He cut himself" I stressed.

"What?" His eyes darted towards me, he finally understood how severe the situation was.

"Just make the bleeding stop, he can't die. Please" I begged desperately.

"I'll start working immediately, get me Wooyoung" he demanded, I turned around and ran towards the said male's room.

Thankfully I didn't have to knock as the door was slightly opened, I pushed it in and saw our professional nurse, on his knees, getting pounded into mercilessly from behind by none other than the head of operations, San.

"What the hell, you should be at the clinic" I shouted and they separated immediately.

"What the actual f-" Wooyoung started.

"Emergency, someone's bleeding to death" I said cutting him off.

He jolted up from the bed and wrapped a robe around himself too as he sprinted to the clinic, leaving a desperate and worried San behind.

He got in and locked the door before I came in.

We were left outside, waiting for them to do their job and desperately hoping for good news.

I hope he'll be okay.

I don't want him to die.

1068 words.
This chapter is even worse than the last.
I wrote it in a rush and I didn't read it over before posting.
I hope you guys enjoy it anyway.
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