(Bachisagi) Sunflower's Melody

Chapter 7

The raven haired boy rushed outside and stopped to stare at something. 'A.. a car?.. could it be?' Isagi turned back and wondered if he should go back inside. He shook his head and ran home. 'Was mrs. Bachira there? Did- did she see us like that?!' So many thoughts ran around the boys head and they didn't stop until he reached his house.

"I'm home!" He called out. "Yoichi! Thank God! We were about to get so worried.." The boy greeted his parents and immediately apologized for making them worry. "I'm sorry mom.. It's just- we fell asleep and I just woke up." His mother sighed and just thanked God her son was alright. Isagi walked up to his room and started unpacking his things. He sprawled out onto his bed and stared blankly at the ceiling. 'So much just happened this past few days.. Fuck it, Bachira! You make me feel so..' the raven haired boy grabbed a pillow and covered his face with it. He was all alone once again. All alone with nothing but his thoughts. 'I can't fucking believe it! I- He-.. we fucking kissed!?! He said he got jealous of Kaiser.. And he was glad he got to kiss me. Bachira.. are you serious? Or is your mind overpowered by alcohol. God damn it!' He sighed and a tear formed in the corner of his eye. "Would you say the same if you were sober?" Isagi shook his head when he noticed he was starting to fall into a deep train of thoughts. "You always make me overthink things, Bachira.. do you actually like me?" The boy continued on talking to himself. 'He couldn't have been affected by the alcohol just now. He was completely sober.. and he held my hand. He was also sober when we were at the party. He could've pretended there was something going on and pull me away.. but instead he acted like my boyfriend. Is that a normal thing two homosexual friends do? Maybe not.. but it's Bachira here. He'd do anything.. it's amazing actually.' The boy was hit with a big 'what if' this time. "Holy shit.. what if.. what if Bachira actually does like me?!?" The raven haired boy rolled on his bed feeling butterflies in his stomach once again realizing the chances he has with his big crush. His face was now red with all the thoughts he had. "I held his hand, got to kiss his forehead.. and kiss him. Lips to lips. Come to think of it, his lips were so soft." He found his own fingers running across his lips. "Damn, Bachira.. you drive me insane, don't you know?"

He sat up and looked out the window beside his bed. "Should I tell you?" The raven haired boy thought about it more and all his happiness just now started to falter. 'Maybe.. he didn't mean any of that... He was under the influence of alcohol, Yoichi! Think about it.. what the hell would he even like about someone such as you. You don't even have the courage to tell him how much you've fallen for him. Your best friend.. you're such a coward. No wonder he doesn't like you.' The raven haired boy let a tear slip down from his eye and trail down his cheek. "I'm sorry Bachira.. I'm sorry I'm such a coward that I can't tell you. I just- I don't want to lose what we have right now." The boy whispered into the night. He tried not to cry too much that night reminding himself of school the next day. But he still did. He let his feelings out quietly, and he fell asleep while doing so.

Isagi woke up to the sound of his alarm ringing. He picked up his phone and hit the snooze button. He was about to set his phone back down when his eyes shot open staring at the time. He rubbed his eyes making sure he was seeing things right. "Holy shit! I only have 15 minutes before school." He quickly got up and started getting ready for school right away. He took a bath, wore his uniform, grabbed his bag and ran out. 'Shit shit shit shit' the boy thought as he ran. He made it just in time to school and the bell rang as soon as he walked into the building. He opened the door to their classroom slowly and sighed in relief as he saw that their teacher wasn't in yet.

The raven haired boy made his way to his desk behind the familiar brunette. The brunette turned to face him the second he sat down. "You okay, Isagi? I think I destroyed your phone with messages." Isagi checked his phone and saw that Bachira did send him a ton of messages. "Yeah, I'm alright.. I just woke up a little late." The boy in front of him looked concerned. "Why?? Did you get enough sleep? Were you up all night?" Isagi was saved of answering any of Bachira's questions as their teacher walked in and was really relieved. But he was also real glad to have such a caring friend like Bachira.