Under the idiosyncrasies
I am dumb and queer
Unlike normal people
My mind is full of fantasiesInnocent but foolish
Incautious of my actions
Like a foolish play
An idiot to myselfPeople think I'm abnormal
Never had the consideration
'Shame on you and your family'
If only I was normalHowever, I am made like this
I lived like this and that
Needing time to accept myself
To face the judgments against me