Authors Note: Thank you all for your feedback about "FRAMED". I will definatley fix it and will keep up what I'm doing that's good. Enjoy the next chapter and make sure to comment, vote, and tell all your other fellow wattpadders about "Drugged Cause He Couldn't Have Me".
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I walk into 5th period and sit at the desk in the middle row. I take out my pencils and everything else I need at the start of class. From the corner of my eye I see Matt walking in.
I look up and see him in front of my desk, he smiles and says, "Hey Maddie! How's it going?" He keeps giving me that smile and I blush.
I look up at him and say, "I-I'm fine! How was yesterday?"
He looks at me confused and I quickly say, "At 7-11, I mean." Ugh! Stupid, Maddie! Stupid!
He slowley sits in the seat next to me and says, "Oh, yeah. Yeah that. It was fun. And it was awesome meeting you."
Say something! Quick!
"It was great meeeting you too." I smile.
"Are you going to the party tonight?"
"Yeah! Yeah." I reply, nodding. Then the bell rings and Mrs. Gates starts class.
"Great. Then make sure to save me a dance." He winks and I smile and look away, so I could blush without him seeing it. How pathetic, Maddie.
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"It's so great to meet you!" Gabby says as she takes dad's hand and shakes it.
He nods and replies, "It's nice to meet you, Gabby." He turns to Sam, "And it's nice to see you again, Sam."
She nods and smiles. I jump in and say, "So? We'll be in my room and then we'll leave in about half an hour."
We leave right when my dad nods us off. We enter my room that's about halfway unpacked. We enter my little walk-in closet and I let Gabby and Sam pick my oufit since I have no idea what to wear. I already told them I'm not wearing a dress, and I didn't want to look slutty.
"Wear this." She thrusts me an outfit and I take a look. Black textured shorts and black crop top with a feathered, loose kimono. Sure. I guess this will work. I walk into the bathroom and change.
Once I'm finished I look into my mirror and look at my hair. It's loose right now but I put it into a messy high pony tail. Then I take my mom's long necklace of a bird and hang it around my neck. She gave it to me on my 16th birthday. Back when we had a healthy relationship. I still love the necklace and I still love my mom. I always will, but right now I hate what she did to my dad and how she hurt our feelings like that. Satisfied, I walk out and Gabby looks at me. From head to toe.
Then she frowns, "Hmm. Somethings not right." She walks and takes out my hair tie and my hair falls to my shoulders. "There we go! You want it down so we can dance and look hot. What do you think Sam?"
"Raaaddd!" She grins and we walk out the door.
"Bye dad!" I yell out and we walk to Gabby's car. It takes us 10 minutes to get to Spencer's house. It's been 8 minutes and I can already hear the music. When we park I see couples fighting and making out. I also see some people passes out on the lawn. Already? It's only 9!
"Let's party!" Sam yells for everyone to hear once we enter the house. Everyone, who's paying attention, lifts their red solo cups and cheers. Feeling small, I tuck my hair behind my ear and follow the girls towards the kitchen. Once we're their they offer me a cup and I frown, "No, thanks."
"Oh why not?" Johnny screams over the music, "Don't think you can handle it?" He came out of no where... I give him a glare and he walks to get another cup.
"Yeah, it's not that bad. Trust me." Gabby says after she downs two cups. Dang.
"Right, well, I think I can handle it," I addressed to Johnny and then turn to Gabby, "But I don't want to."
Gabby says, "Fine, well, Sam take this." Sam widens her eyes and takes it anyways. "I'm gonna go dance!" Gabby walks out the kitchen followed by Johnny who rolls his eyes at me, downs his cup, and throws it behind him. Once they're all out, Sam dumps her drink in the sink, rinses it, then fills it with water.
She takes a sip and explains, "My mom was an alcoholic and I try not to be like her." She leans against the counter and takes another sip. "She left my dad, a-and... uh, " Sam studders and I can tell she's uncomfortable.
I save her the pain and say, " Sam, it's alright, you don't have to explain." She nods and doesn't say another word. Her phone rings and, without speaking, she leaves the room to answer the call.
Now I'm all alone.
I awkwardly take out my phone and check for any notifications. God, I'm so pathetic. I put my phone away and walk out the kitchen and walk closer to the dance floor. I look around for any familiar faces and... I don't see any. I walk outside for some fresh air and I hear shouting. Sam?
"I already told you! I don't want to see her! She can't just walk out of my life and expect me to be okay with her walking back in?? NO, that's not okay!" She pauses and takes a couple breaths.
Is Sam talking about her mom? I think so. I haven't talk to my mom in months. I tried calling and calling but she was never there to answer it.
Sam starts speaking again.
"I don't care! I don't care, alright?" She takes a deep breath, "If she was my mom, if she loved me, she wouldn't have gotten all drunk and physically, and emotionally, hurt me like that!" She burst into tears at the memories coming back.
She cries and cries, which tells me that she's done talking on the phone.
Wondering if she'd let me in, I walk up to her and say, "Sam." She glances my way and stands up.
"I'm fine. I'm fine." She takes deep breaths.
"Do you wanna talk about it?" I ask her.
"No." She snaps.
"Are you sure?" I take a couple steps towards her but she backs away.
"No! Just, leave me alone. Okay?" She glances at me then walks past me and back into the house.
"Alrightly then..." I mutter.
It's okay, she didn't mean to be rude. If anything, I perfectly understand where she's coming from. I mean, my mom was never an alcoholic or abusive but it's similar to having an affair and then slapping us all in the face when she told me and dad that we were a big mistake. And then left. Right?
"Hey Gorgeous." I turn and smile at the boy standing in front of me. Blushing when he called me 'gorgeous'.
"Hey."
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Deranged Youth | book one
Teen Fiction**previously titled as "Drugged Cause He Couldn't Have Me" Madelyn Archer moves from Florida to Minnesota for her dad's new job after her parents divorce. On her first day of school in Hopkins High School she meets an intresting group of teenagers. ...
