Desire - SeongSang

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I fucked up.

I fucked up really badly.

I sat on my bed, bouncing my leg. I waited. Yeosang is in the shower right now. He wanted to wash up before anything. Im just in sweats after taking a shower in one of the guest rooms. Coming back to my room to hear Yeosang humming.

The shower turned off. After a couple of minutes, Yeosang walked out of the bathroom.

He was just in the sweater that I let him borrow. He sat next to me, he looked at me. He kept his legs together. His body was a bit tense. "Umm. I... I'm a virgin." He said.

"Then why did you accept?"

"I honestly don't know."

"Do you still want to continue?"

He nodded. "I'm just nervous."

"We don't have to go all the way today." His body seemed to have relaxed a bit.

He nodded. He rubbed his legs together. "I've never touched myself either."

Oh, God.

He has never touched himself. How the fuck am I going to be somehow the first to do everything for him?

"I haven't kissed anyone either."

Fuck.

"Do you want to start with that? I just want you to feel comfortable."

He nodded. "Yes please." He whispered.

I held my hand out to him. He took it. I sat more in the center of my bed. I pulled him onto my lap. I looked up at him. He placed his hands on my shoulders. He let out a shaky breath. "Are you sure you're ok with this?"

"Yes."

I nodded. Placing a hand on his waist, he tensed up. "Relax."

"I'm nervous."

"It's ok to be nervous." Placing my other hand on his cheek. He leaned into my hand. I brought him closer. Leaning in. He leaned down as well.

Connecting our lips.

He instantly relaxed. He moved to wrap his arms around my neck as I pulled him a bit closer.

Moving my lips with his. He let out a low moan. Moving his hips from side to side. He was getting excited.

I licked his bottom lip.

He pulled away. He caught his breath. I let him. This is his first time. I don't want to scare him.

Once he seemed like he was fine now. I brought him back. Kissing him again. He continued to go with it. I ran my tongue on his bottom lip again. He hesitantly opened his mouth. I stuck my tongue in.

He whimpered.

I explored his mouth. His body shook. He unwrapped his arms from my neck. Placing his hands back onto my shoulders. He tried to steady himself, I guess. Swirling my tongue with his. He let out another whimper. Slightly pulling apart to continue. He just went with it. Reconnecting our lips. He let out a low moan.

Pulling away again to breathe. He covered his face with the back of his hand. His body still shaking. I grabbed his hand. Pulling it away from his face. Kissing his hand. He seemed to tense up again. "Relax. It's not fun when you're tense. I won't force you into anything."

"Ok."

I pulled on the zipper from my sweater he has on. "Can I?"

"Um. Sure."

"Yes or no." He nodded. "Tell me."

"Yes."

I pulled it down. His body tensed up once the zipper got to his stomach. I stopped. I slightly pulled the cloth off his shoulders. It dropped onto his forearms.