Desire - SeongSang

4

"Sorry, Woo. I can't go over today."

Yeosang talked on the phone as I kissed up his arm. He had taken off the sweater earlier. Only sitting in his underwear on my lap. I lightly nipped at his shoulders to his neck. He tilted his head back.

"But Yeo Yeo, you said you were going to come over today."

"I know, I'm sorry. I really am..." He looked down at me and smiled. "But something came up."

"Uugghh. Fine. But you better come over tomorrow. Bye."

"We'll see. Bye, Woo." He ended the call. Throwing his phone to the side. He smiled. Cupping my face. He connected our lips. He was eager today.

Already grinding down on me.

"Yeosang. Calm down." I pulled away. I held his hips, helping him get to his high. He listened when he slowed his movements. "What's going on? Why are you so eager today?"

He frowned. Slouching a bit. He then started to fiddle with his fingernails. He shrugged.

"Yeosang..."

His eyes became glossy. "I'm sorry if I was getting too comfortable already."

"No. No. No. That's great actually. You're getting comfortable with this stuff."

"You always reassure me and so I thought that it was ok for me to just act how I wanted but..."

"Yeosang. You're fine. It just caught me off guard." I kissed his cheek. Wiping his stray tears away.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes." He smiled. "So how far do you want to go today?"

He thought for a bit before shrugging.

"You have to think. If not we will just do the same as last time."

His cheeks turned pink. A small squeak came out of him. "Can you touch me?"

"Yeosang. I've touched you multiple..." He shook his head. I clearly got the idea of what he meant. "Are you sure?" He nodded. "Tell me."

"Yes." He looked me straight in the eye.

"If you ever want..." "I will tell you if it's too much for me."

"Good."

I turned him around. Keeping him on my lap. "Underwear on or off?"

He sat there staring at nothing for a bit. His legs shook. He patted the bed for something. He found my hand. He held it. I laced our fingers together. He relaxed. He let out a deep breath. He closed his legs.

"I... I don't know."

"Whatever makes you most comfortable now."

He turned to me. He stared at me. I looked down at him. "On please." I nodded.

"How do you want me to do this then? Touch from the out or inside of your underwear? Or do you want to try both?"

"Either is fine."

"Yeosang. Remember. What you're comfortable with. So you decide."

"Both. We can try both."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

"Ok. We will start with the outside first." He nodded.

I placed my hand on his thigh first. He kept a hold on my other hand. Running my hand from the top of his thighs to his inner part. His breathing was shaky.

"It's ok." I whispered to him. He nodded. My hand stopped. "Yeosang..."

He squeezed my hand tighter.

"It's ok, relax." I kissed the side of his head. He took multiple deep breaths. Trying to calm himself down. "We don't have to do this today."

"I'm ok."

He really didn't sound ok.

"Yeosang."

"I'm good. I'm fine." His body shook even more.

"Yeosang. I'm serious." I placed my hand under his chin. Having him face me. "You're shaking. We seriously don't have to do this today."

"I'm just really nervous. I'm fine. I'm ok." He took my hand and placed it back down on his thigh.

I sighed.

I moved my hand. I hesitantly place my hand on him. He froze... "Yeosang."

"Move."

"Huh?"

"Touch me." His legs shook again.

He seems fine now. I palmed him. He threw his head back. Bucking his hips up at my touch. I began to get rough with him. He liked it. He swayed his hips from side to side.

He moaned. I moved my other hand up. Gliding my hand from his waist to his chest. Rubbing his nipple. He moved his head to the side. I kissed his neck. Licking from his shoulder to his neck.

"Seonghwa." He moaned.

His desperate moans are everything to me.

"More. Inside please."

"How about we stay like this for a bit?"

He shook his head. "I want you to touch me."

He brought his hand up. Grabbing me by my hair. Kissing me. I went with it. He opened his mouth. I stuck my tongue in.

Running his hand back down. He grabbed my hand and slid it into his underwear. I almost panicked. I didn't think he was just going to go for it. But he did. I gave him what he wanted.

I touched him.

He moaned. His body moved uncontrollably. He opened his legs wider.

"Seonghwa. More..."

I don't know how to do more than this without fucking him.

I played with him. He loved it. I kissed his neck. Licking, nipping, and sucking on his neck. I decided to say fuck it. I'm going to just mark him. Mark him this once. And that's it.

I moved from his neck to his shoulder. At least he will be able to hide it.

He moved his hips. His breathing was unsteady as he moaned.

He moaned my name.

My name.

Oh God, how much I love it. It's like music to me. It's so fucken hard to keep to myself like this.

I need to wait.

"Seonghwa." He threw his head back. He moaned into my ear. He lightly thrusted his hips as I touched him. He wants me to really go for it.

I became quick and rough with him. I pulled away from his neck. Seeing the mark I had just made. Red and already starting to turn purple.

Going to go back to make another one when he screamed. He closed his legs. His movements stuttered as he slowly slouched into my hold. He held my hand where it was.

He tried to catch his breath. His body twitched.

"Seonghwa."

"Yes?" I looked down at him.

His body went limp. I moved him. Laying him down on my bed. He really passed out. I got up. Got a rag and pulled his underwear down a bit. Cleaning him up as much as I could.

Throwing it back into my bathroom.