In the E.N.D

Chapter 8.5: Natsu

Natsu's POV

After Zeref appeared the voice inside me started taking control over my body. But then I heard Gray and Erza shouting at him, and everything turned black.

The next time I opened my eyes, everything was fluzzy. I couldn't control my body, but I did notice I was attacking someone.

More memories? NO

Even though it was flurry, I saw a person that resembled Erza, and another that resembled Gray on the ground. Erza shouted at me, but I couldn't hear not move my body.

What's happening? But no one answered.

My body continued moving, looking for more preys, I hurt many people and left them all unconscious. I wanted to stop, but I couldn't.

Then a felt something warm hugging me, I look down and it was Lucy, my Luce.

For some reason thanks to her I could control by body for a second, and I manage to say.

"He...lp...m...e"

Then, everything went black.

......

During the week I was unconscious I was fighting with my inner self.

What am I waiting?

I cannot leave them, they are my family.

I don't need a family, I'm Zeref strongest demon.

I won't leave them

Don't worry, I won't leave them. I will just kill them.

I can't kill them.

(Note: is Natsu alone, and not the other voice. He's kind of bipolar in this situation, like the dark and light of him are fighting)

Sometimes I felt a hand touching me, and it helped me to have more control, but in the times she left, I could felt the dark winning.

One day she left, and took too long.

The darkness won.

I woke up and there was a little blue-haired girl. I stood up, and walked to her. I needed flesh.

"Natsu-san. Are you feeling alright?"

I grabbed her neck, I was going to kill her. But something in my mind didn't let me.

(Good Natsu): I won't let you kill her.

I threw the girl and run through the window, I needed time.

Wait. Why did I was going to hurt Wendy? She's my friend. How could I....

Next time I'll optain the flesh I need.

Someone help me please, I will lose control. I need my Luce.

Yes, and when she arrives I can use her how I please.

She can help me, she can help me mantain control.

Sorry for the chapter, is really confusing but is mostly what happens in Natsu's mind. The 'voice' the one that told him to kill people, had fused with him so is like having 2 personalities in one. The difference is that both personalities are Natsu, and the changes between are not noticed by him.

If you still don't understand, comment or send me a message and I'll explain.