Hyunlix Oneshots

Betrayal of love pt.1

Category: angst, slight fluff

Enjoy it :)
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It was night time. The outside of the world was completly covered with a coat of darkness, and the sky was littered by bright stars aglowing faintly the now almost empty streets along with the lonely moon.

However a man was there. Walking alone by himself without any accompany. Enjoying as the slight yet chilly breeze, combed trough his beautiful, long, black hair.

Hyunjin was in love with night walks. He loved how everything was quiet and only just the sound of  babbling brook and the enchalant chirps of crickets echoed trough the atmosphere.

Sometimes there and there, he could spot a few couple, seating on a bench softly chit-chating or expressing their love trough with the gesture of hug or in a sweet, lovely kiss.

Ah romance.

The lonely ravenette wished to have one.

To have someone by his side. Love them and shower them with soft kisses every day and every night until the sun goes down. Comfort them when they feel downstruck, embrace them thigtly and whisper sweet words into their ears until it's soothe them soul's. Wiping and kissing their warm tears away, where each of them contained a harsh memory of pain, telling them everything will be okay until he's by their side's. Sweet touches and gently making love to them, telling them every second how their beauty can't compare with anything in this infinite universe. Complimenting their beauty and tell them how valuable they are. The most expensive treasure he ever owned.

And mostly, promising the main important thing. To never leave their side's.

How can you?

The male never understood the concept of cheating, throwing away the one you once promised to give the world to. Telling them how much you were into them and ready to sacrifice your life only for the sake of the blooming love between y'all. All this alluring words to leave them for another person and betray them in the end.

Once your heart aren't beating for them the way it did before, Hyunjin always believed, you must tell them. Speaking is the key in a relationship. Of course by telling them face to face as it fairly should be. Your actions shouldn't be the first one to talk. Don't let them know what you did by someone else, even if it was just an accidental mistake of yours. You need to tell them how you feel, no matter how heartbreaking is that going to be. In the end, it's the best for both of you.

And Hyunjin strongly believed this is how a break up should be.

However, no matter how much of a romance poetry lover he was and how much he loved to write them. The male never had the chance to experience real love.

He was never in a relationship in the past or neither in the present. He was a loner, who quietly observed other's romance life from the distance.

He was a hopeless romantic. That's how we could describe him.

And why is that?

He's not quiet sure about it either.

He tried to get into to relationships in the past but non of them seemed to work out for him. He always felt a mysterious worry and regret blooming inside his chest, squeezing his heart harshly and so strangely each time. Looking into his partners eyes felt so wrong, he felt indescribably shameful, as if he commited a huge, heart breaking sin.

But why?

Why did he felt a knot arise in his stomach? That useless feeling was always there and it's just grew immensly bigger whenever he tried to kiss, create intimacy or even touch his partners in the slightest way.