Damn Ms Jimenez Is Finee (GXG)

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TW: ptsd

I head in home and I see my dad there angry, drunk and mad.

Fuck I'm dead

"Where did you go?" He asked putting his drink down.

"Um a party with friends and I accidentally slept there I'm sorry"

"YOU PIECE OF SHIT" he screamed and headed towards me which caused me to flinch until something unexpected happened.

My mom walked in and told my dad to go to the room.

He got angry and just threw the bottle towards us and went to his room. And luckily the bottle missed us.

My mom grabs the broom and cleans the glass bottle mess. As soon as she was done she starts talking.

"Jasmine didn't we agree on you getting here home on time"

"I know mom I know I'm sorry it won't happen again"

"Your lucky your father didn't handle it"

"Yea I know mom I'm sorry"

"What's wrong"

"Nothing mom I'm good"

"No I sense something about you did something happen? Tell me?"

"Nothing mom can I please just go to my room"

"No not until you tell me I hear it in your voice something happened?"

"Well I'm telling you that nothing happened so can you leave me alone!? Pls"

"Whatever you'll tell me eventually"

"Mom I won't cuz nothing happened so what do I need to tell u that the party was ass"

"Whatever just go to your room since you don't want me bother you no more and I gotta go to work see you mamacita I love you" she kisses my forehead and pats my head then she says I love you to me.

"Love you too mom" after I told her I love her I went to my room and took a nap since it's Saturday and I finished all my homework on Friday.

After I slept I woke up from a nightmare of my dad beating my ass and killing my mom and continued beating me until I'm dead.

When I usually get dreams like that or whatever dream I tend to write them whenever I get dreams at night because at times I don't.

So I write so it could clear my mind but also because I like writing.

After I write I just go on my phone for 30 minutes then go back to sleep.

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                               Monday:
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I woke up today very tired from the beating my dad gave me yesterday.

Today he left and will come back in the weekend again.

So then I woke up got dressed and grab my stuff.

Then my mom knocks at my door letting me know breakfast is ready so I hurry and brush my teeth then eat since this time. I had woken up a bit late so I had to do the other way around to get going to school quicker.

After I had brushed my teeth I went down stairs to the kitchen and eat with my mom and siblings.

After we all ate we all start heading to school and me and Phillip we walk our little sister like the regular routine we have been doing.

I'm pretty sure your wondering why I don't drive a car or have car.

Well...

I have my permit I just haven't done the test yet. And the last time I practiced driving was a day before my brother left for college. I was 16 so my brother was teaching me but now I have no one to teach me how to drive.