half a heart | beynika

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beyoncé's pov

iris is coming over today and i'm excited. we haven't seen her in awhile. i was sure she had grown some, and i was becoming emotional. i hated that i missed out on seeing her, but i will now.

when she came through the door, her curls were bouncing and her smile was as wide as the earth. her little feet padded against the floor, the child then threw herself into me.

"YONCE! YONCE! YONCE!" she squealed and wrapped her arms tightly around my neck.

"hi lovebug!" i kissed her cheeks and held her to me.

"sissy say i get to stay with you and nicki for a long time! is that true?" she looked at me with so much hope and happiness in her eyes.

"you do! a whole week with me and nicki!" i kissed her nose and she squealed in excitement.

of course i wasn't going to tell her about what nicki and i had going on. i didn't want to upset her, but i felt like i should be honest with iris. just in case onika and i don't work out.

speaking of her, onika came into the living room. iris took notice of her and left me to hug onika. i looked at my girlfriend then turned to cleo. she gave me a knowing look then i sighed.

"i know, i know." i mouthed to her. my sister, besides kelly and michelle, was our biggest fan. she didn't want us to break up and lose everything. my sister had been trying to convince me to be more open with this second chance im giving onika. i didn't want to distance myself from onika, but rocky was really persistent. i won't lie, i did miss her now that she's back in new york.

i brushed through my hair and took a deep breath. i was so unsure of my thoughts and feelings right now.

i picked up my phone, and rocky had been texting me.

💘: hey, pretty, i miss you
:i want to come back to houston to see you soon too
:i've got to go to work but i'll call you later baby
:i love you 💕

i smiled at the messages. i hadn't gotten messages like this from onika since we were long distance and weren't official. now that we are together, it's like all effort from her has been thrown out the window.

:i love you too. be safe

my sister just shook her head. she didn't want me to go for anyone else at all. my sister snatched my phone and put it in her pocket.

"no, go talk to onika." she told me sternly. i just sighed.

i walked to where onika was with iris.

"yonce! nicki is gonna do my makeup!" iris smiled wide at me. i couldn't help but to fix my face and smile with her.

"oh really? that sounds fun!" i looked at onika.

onika was looking at me, but didn't say anything. i walked over and sat by iris as onika did her makeup. iris loved when onika put makeup on her. they did this all the time, and would try to even put some on me.

nika was attractive when she was focused. she would bite her lips and lick them. i just stared at her, and felt something. i didn't know if it was good or bad right now.

when she finished with iris, iris squealed happily. "yonce's turn!" she yelled.

onika laughed. "sure, let's do yonce."

i shook my head. "oh nawl! y'all can keep that!" i tried to move away from the makeup sponge onika was trying to use on my face but i wasn't successful.

onika straddled my lap and grabbed my face. she started to apply whatever makeup to it. i sat there with a mean mug and she smirked.

"give her blue eyes!" iris picked up a palette and a brush. she started to do the eye makeup. i was scared as hell. a child near my eyes is scary.

i rested my hands on onika's waist. "bruh can you please stop now?" i asked her but she shushed me with a kiss.

"mama please-," onika cut me off again with another kiss.

cleo had come into the bedroom and took a picture of the three of us together on my phone. she set my phone down then left.

iris added more colors to my face. i just knew i looked insane right now.

onika grabbed her phone and took pictures of my makeup. "fix your face, girl." onika told me.

i sucked my teeth then rolled my eyes, still mugging.

"giselle, do it right!"

iris scooted close to me and onika snapped the picture. seeing her smile made me smile in return. i hated the feeling of makeup, but seeing the two of them happy made me suck it up.

"you look pretty!" iris kissed my cheek, her lip print now on me from her bright orange lipstick.

onika sat on my lap again and then took a picture of the three of us together. she posted it on her socials and then looked at me. "i love you." she said softly.

i bit my lip. did i love her? i did.

"i love you too, nicki." i kissed her lips.

"me too!" iris pouted her lips. i pecked her on her nose.

"i love you too, lovebug." i smiled and she giggled happily.

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a/n: i felt like y'all deserved this after the destruction i've caused.