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"Amir ew stop" I wiped his kiss but before I put my hands down Amir turned my seat around. I was frustrated I was hurt by his behavior I cared and loved him so much but all he could do was avoid me or do things that he knew would hurt me.
"Amir" I cried out...
Amir bent down holding my hands "Ayah stop crying would you" Amir said softly.
"Amir stop.." I stood up but before I could say something Amir brought me into a sudden hug as tears flowed down Amir pulled me apart and placed a kiss on my lips.
"Amir you hurt me please stop" Amir looked into my eyes but I looked down taking off my bangles
"Ayah, we both need to heal from what happened it will take some time just please forgive this last time" I didn't respond and let go of him as I left to change in the washroom.
You can't change unless you make your mindset to change.
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Great! I wiped my tears looking at myself in the mirror I couldn't take the dress off alone it was tight and I was unable to take it off...
"You wanna call me in now" Amir scoffed. I rolled my eyes unlocking the door sliding it open to see Amir smirking.
"Wipe that off your face" I sighed rolling my eyes.
"Turn around let me unzip it" Amir laughed. I grabbed my hair holding it up as Amir unzipped the back of the dress.
"Thats enough thanks" I pulled away as I felt him leaving the bottom zipped.
"Ayah calm down, put your hands up and slide it off" Amir commanded, I turned my head around to look into his eyes.
"Leave me, I can do this" I huffed but failed to get out of his grip.
"Ayah hands up babe"
I closed my eyes, putting my hands up and let my arms come out of the sleeves letting the dress drop to my chest, holding the dress tight against my chest. I ran inside the washroom hearing a chuckle from Amir behind me.
Once I got outta the dress I jumped in the shower taking a quick shower and changed into some loose pajamas and a shirt.
I came out to see Amir in the bed with his laptop out, he glanced over at me from the corner of his eyes.
I walked over to the closet placing the dress inside of the closet and turning off the lights of the room leaving the lamps on.
Getting into bed I open my phone checking emails to see an email from a company I was waiting for a response from, opening the email I smiled widely to see that I got the job it was a hybrid position but most of the time I was online working.
"What are you smiling at?" Amir asked widely, I couldn't keep the excitement in me.
"Remember the company, I was talking about that I wanted to work in-"
"Ayah relax calm down" Amir cut me off I became quiet for a second and looked down.
"I got the job" I whispered.
"Hmm. Good job" Amir muttered under his breath as he was staring at his laptop screen. I put my phone down slid down into the bed, turning off my light, and closed my eyes.
I grabbed my arm rubbing my arm trying to soothe it as I felt my heart sink. I always keep expectations of him to be happy for me or with me since I never had that.
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The Hidden Heart
RomanceAyah, a 21 year old who girl who struggles with herself on a daily basis. Though being a practicing muslimah she has found herself stuck in places where she doubts her existence. Ayah is on her own spiritual journey to help her become a better pers...