It's Not Finished Yet

Chapter 23

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I kept switching sides waiting for sleep to consume me but in vain. I stare up at the ceiling for straight 2 minutes and then at my phone.

1:53 AM

I sigh and cover my face with the warm blanket closing my eyes.

He is making me feel all sorts of things I have never felt before. Everytime I close my eyes his face flashes in front of me. I just can't seem to stop imagining his lips moulded in mine.

I wonder how will it feel in reality?
Just by thinking about him close to me is giving me tingling sensations.
What will he taste like?
What will his touch feel like?

Oh, these butterflies in my stomach aren't stopping!

I'm trying so hard not to squeal at this hour of the night.

Right now...
All I want is to snuggle in his neck,
Look into his eyes,
And let him kiss me like there's no tomorrow.

What if our kiss turned into a makeout?
What if he gave me a hickey?

Ughhh!
His words aren't going from my mind.

You even snatched my sleep Muraat!

I huff and went out in kitchen to drink some water. It was a pitch black foggy night, even the kitchen was chilly and the water felt like ice. I stared up outside the window for a few minutes looking into nowhere, when the chilly wind hit my face. I closed the window and went back into my warm blanket.

This night seems so long.

I let my mind loose because holding it up wouldn't help either, so it ran in all directions and soon enough I slept with his thoughts all over my mind, hoping I would meet him in my dreams.

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The next morning went full of giddy sensation somewhere in my stomach. I was reminding myself again and again not to zone out in between the chores as mum will surely beat me up if I spoiled up.

Just kidding

But yeah, I won't be spared verbally.

After getting free I decided to watch my comfort show Love 020.
It had two reasons.
One: I wanted to divert my mind from him.
Two: It has been soo long since I drooled over my Xiao Nai.

I skipped over to episode 10 as its my favorite one where they both meet each other for the first time.

Why does it sound familiar?
Not getting there Hayat.
Focus on the show.

Nostalgia hits over me as the familiar OST rings in my ears.
Dayum
I missed this so much.

I skipped over to few more beloved episodes of mine and soon it was evening.

6:33 PM

I lay down closing my eyes with thoughts filled with Xiao Nai.

His personality is so cool!

And Oh! Don't get me started with his formal attires. The way his jaw clenches when he is fully focused in coding. His never ending passion for his work. The way he tackles the challenges that comes while starting up his own business. Never giving up on his dreams, and what not!

His smile is indeed breathtaking. Only his close ones know his soft side while the rest gets to see his silence and cold shoulder.

How to get a man like XIAO NAI!?
A workaholic man who melts when it comes to you?!