Future [H.S]

Chapter Fifty Five

Pamukkale Fox

There was no one left, except for Alex. He's all I have gotten to hold onto for my survival.

I opened my eyes slowly to the sound of silence, broken with footsteps of someone walking around.

I didn't feel any pain. I felt normal, but I was definitely in a hospital, except that the wires which were supposed to be sticking into my skin weren't there, I was free.

I stood up carefully and looked around, wondering where that person was and why there wasn't anyone other than them. Then my eyes spotted the very famous mob of chocolate curls.

I walked towards him while he just stood there right next to the doors that led outside of the hospital, welcoming me with a mournful look.

I stood in front of him and raised my hand to touch him to know if he was even real or just my imagination, because I'm pretty sure he died right before my eyes.

This must be the rest of the memory because in real life I don't know him. I reminded myself.

I could touch him.

I could feel his warm skin under my small hand.

What does that even mean?

He whispered, even though there was no one around, his eyes void of life "I miss you here Pam."

My breath hitched in my throat as a tear escaped my eye.

Was I crying? Was my body reflecting Harry's mournful tone?

No Pam. This is just a memory that hasn't happened yet and it doesn't need to happen. My mind said.

But my heart said something else out loud "I miss you too, Harry."

He looked through the translucent doors before he returned his dead gaze to me "you can come with me if you want. We can live together forever."

Was I talking to Harry's soul? I can't go with him, the memory should've stopped before all of this. Something's not right.

"You're right. This isn't part of the memory. This is your brain and immune system fighting the new device." Harry explained. But I still don't understand, and he just knew what I was thinking? Maybe he really is my imagination after all but so real at the same time.

I heard my name being called. But it wasn't Harry this time.

I looked back at the bed I was sleeping on before just to see my little brother sitting beside my laying figure on that same bed. 

I decided to not question it. I don't have time to take this craziness all in because I didn't really understand what's happening.

Harry continued "or you can stay here with Alex. It's your choice."

I asked "is he dead?"

He shook his head "no, but I am. Consider this as if my soul is talking to yours. Still, it's your choice. Choose before it's too late. You don't really have much time if you're considering going to him."

If my assumptions are correct. I feel like Harry's the one to take me to death while Alex will bring me back to the living world.

I know this isn't real, but it feels real. 

What if I make the wrong decision?

My tears started falling even harder than before. I can't just choose that easily. Something's not right and I don't really know what the hell is happening.

So I followed the feeling in my gut.

I shook my head and held his hand. Already deciding on what I'll chose and I really hope I was making the right decision.

"there's a reason why Liam told me that I can change the future. And I'm trusting his words because I don't know what or how to think anymore. This is so complicated for my simple mind."

I sighed "I wanna believe that it's true. I wanna believe that the events I lived with you were the future. I wanna believe that you're not going to die, Harry. Because I can, and I will. But if I die now, I won't be able to change anything. The events will just occur with or without me, so it's better this way. Alex is all I've got now. The only person I might even remember from this memory, and I can't let him live alone and possibly get killed on the battle field."

I wiped my tears quickly, my voice wavering as I spoke "if I die now, I won't be able to save you. Let me be your saviour for once, Harry, because I don't really have the memory of the first time I did that and I really want you in my life, alive by my side."

Harry nodded quickly before he wiped a tear that escaped his beautiful but empty eyes "make it count then, baby."

My stomach fluttered with  butterflies at the nickname as I reached out and hugged him like there was no tomorrow.

I whispered against the shell of his ear softly "I promise I'll save you and save Gemma for you."

He pressed a kiss to my cheek as he whispered back quietly "okay love."

Then, he just disappeared, vanished out of my arms like smoke, and I was back at the hospital bed, holding on to life as much as I could. Not noticing that Alex also vanished away.

A few seconds later and I started to feel pain again, a huge headache and sore muscles. I was back in my body. 

Alive.

I definitely made the right decision.

It was my chance now to save Harry and the world from all of this evil, injustice, and darkness we have all been living in.

Free those people from being slaves to the Headmaster.

It's the right thing to do after all. 

Rebuild our future.

A/N:

IMPORTANT P.S: just so we're clear. Chapter 48, the one with Harry's pov, everything that has happened in it has happened in real life. It was not a memory. But the rest of the chapters that were in Harry's pov are a memory, but I couldn't put them in Pam's pov as a memory cuz she wasn't there with him and they're really important for the storyline and I had to include them.
Hope that was understandable :)