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Where was Ansu? I began to worry even more.

"Hey boys do you know where Ansu is? I'm a bit worried." i asked them shyly.

"He said he would come a bit later but i'm sure he's here soon." Gavi said while patting my back.

Suddenly Pablo Torre approached me and i got annoyed. I don't have time for him now. I lightly punched Ale's shoulder who i was sitting next to, and hoped he would notice.

"Hey Hailey! I'm glad to see you here! I wondered if we could talk a bit?" he asked. God please no. I already know this would be awkward.

"Hey Pablo i'm sorry but i think Hailey is talking to us right know about a very serious topic. Maybe next time." Ale said to Pablo Torre. I'm so thankful to have him.

He nodded in understanding and left.

"Thank you so much Ale." I side hugged him.

"De nada. I think he likes you."

"Please not." We all laughed at my comment.

"There he is!" Rapha said while turning his head towards the entrance.

"Ansu! Come sit with us!" Pedri said.

I turned to look at him too and was finally calmed that nothing happened to him when i saw a girl next to him.

He brought a plus-one. Who is she? I thought he was being serious with me? Is she the reason Ansu was being so weird towards me?

"Djucu! How are you?" Ale asked the girl. Why does he know her?

"I'm good! Thanks for letting us sit with y'all!" she said smiling and hugging all the boys.

"I'm Djucu! Who are you? Ale's girlfriend?" she said smiling. She seemed like the nicest person on earth but i couldn't be nice because she was obviously steeling my man.

"No i'm not. Just friends with them all." i said without emotions.

Ale looked at me, questioning why i was so rude to her. I could ask him the same. Why was he so nice to her? Why did nobody tell me about her? I was disappointed and angry at all of them.

"Her name is Hailey. Sorry that she's a bit rude right now she doesn't mean it." Rapha said. Yes, i do mean it Rapha.

We began to eat and i didn't say a word the whole time. Especially Ale tried to involve me in the conversation the whole time but i always refused to talk much.

I excused myself and went to the bathroom. I saw Ansu looking at me the whole time when i stood up and walked away. What's his problem?

I was so overwhelmed by the whole situation that i started to have a panic attack in front of the restrooms. I began to tear up and couldn't hold my tears back.

I sat on the floor and tried to calm my breathing but it wouldn't work. Should i call Ale? I trusted him the most from all of the boys. Or Ansu but he's to busy with his girlfriend right now.

I got my phone out of my pocket but my hands were shaking so much that it fell down. I cried even more. I want to go home. What am i even doing here? It was dumb to think that Ansu was being serious with me.

"Hailey? What's wrong?" someone asked. I looked up and saw Ansu. Not him please.

I couldn't even answer because i wasn't able to catch my breath. He noticed immediately and sat down in front of me.

"Hailey look at me now. Give me your hands. Now breath with me." his voice was so calming. He placed my hand on his heart again. Like the last time in his car.

"You're doing great. Just keep breathing." he said while looking in my eyes the whole time. And he was right. It got better and i was able to breath again.

"Why did you even come here?" i asked angry, letting go of his hands.

"Hailey what's wrong with you? You didn't say a word today and if you say something you're being rude. What happend?" he asked full of concern.
I just can't hate him.

"Why did you leave without me yesterday after training without saying a word? I was disappointed and no one told me what was going on. And i thought we could talk this out today that's why i came here. Just to see you. But then you decide to bring your girlfriend here. What did i ever do to you for you being such an ass to me? I thought you were being serious about us!" i screamed at him crying. His eyes were filled with tears now too.

"Hailey stop screaming please. It was never my intention to hurt you. Let me explain everything to you. I-" he couldn't keep talking because i cut him off.

"You what hm? You were kidding me the whole time!" tears fell down his face now, just like me.

"Guys what's going on here? Why are you screaming?" the boys came and you could see how worried they were.

I just grabbed my things and left.

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