The Long Lost Sister (Seventeen Fan Fiction)

24 (Confused Feelings & Date)

*Kun*

I was finally discharge at the hospital 3 days ago but Woo was back in the hospital the next day he arrived at the hospital where I was discharged, he's having too much headache because of his amnesia, Seungkwan told me it was him having too much blurry memories and thinking too much so I immediately went to Seoul to see him, the doctor said he may have not remember me once again or probably will completely remember me considering of his brain state. I immediately went up to him and when he saw he he looks like he wasn't happy nor sad. I hold his hand and said "Wonwoo oppa are you alright? I heard what happened I immediately went here and didn't go to work because I wanted to check on you" he removes his hand and said "i'm sorry Kun for making you worry, i'm fine but i'm just confused of everything right now, i'm confused of my true feelings I hope you understand that" I cried and decided to step back away a little and I told him i'm fine and just to figure it out his true feelings and he knows where to find him. I left the room crying and immediately just went back to my apartment, I can't believe that I spend 5 hours on the road just to stay 5 minutes here in Seoul and be in the road again for 5 hours. I didn't mind being in the road for 5 hours just to be able to be with Wonwoo but what he said actually made me hurt. I thought 3 days ago he was already sure about his feelings for me and I wanted to be my girlfriend now he's confused. Once I left in the hospital and was in the bus already, Hoshi texted me and asking if i'm gonna pay Wonwoo a visit and I just ignored his text message, me thinking about what Wonwoo said tears me up, I thought me and him will gonna be together, I thought we shared the same feelings. I do understand that he's having problems right now but still it makes me sad. After I arrived at apartment it was night time already, I just cried and cried until I don't feel anything anymore. I decided that I would just move on and not wait for him anymore. I don't want to keep hurting myself, I want to be able to live while being happy and not being hurt. The next day I went to work having fluffy face for crying so hard almost the whole night. Joong noticed it and I just said I couldn't sleep well last night, I continue to work until lunch time Joong asked me out for lunch. We took a selfie on my phone and posted it on my Instagram

@imbookun: with the one only Yoon Jeong Joong thank you for taking me out to lunch today. The food here was indeed yummy, thanks boss next time i'll treat you but only when I got my next pay check 😝 @yoonjeongjoong

Joong liked it and reshared it on his IG story, I was happy once again, I felt like I don't have to worry about anything, I just have to smile and be happy. Joong and I went back to the office after, he told me we will have a dinner together too. I just agreed because after all Joong is super nice like Jeonghan, he's like an older brother, he makes me laugh and listen to my rants, he's too sweet his future girlfriend will be so lucky to have him. On dinner time me and Joong ate on another restaurant this time it's too fancy, the prices were so expensive I feel like I shouldn't be here because I don't like it when people spend expensive things on me, I totally hate it. Me and Joong spend the evening just talking and getting to know each other more. Hannie was right I will be safe with Joong. I love how Joong actually considers my feelings and actually tries to be realistic with his advice, same goes to Hannie, now it makes me miss Hannie and his soothing words. After dinner Joong drop me of the apartment and I posted on IG our photo again, Then Coups started the video call in our group chat, everyone joined and Seungkwan was keep mentioning me and telling me to join, everyone was in their own rooms except for Wonwoo who's still in the hospital. Dokyeom asked me who's the guy that I had a date with, I truthfully said that it was my boss and he just took me out because he said I always eat bread at the office Hannie interrupt and said that Joong doesn't like when girls doesn't eat much, Joong thinks that if the girl doesn't eat much she'll get sick. I said it was so nice of Joong to take me out but I don't want Joong spending so much money on me, and I don't like expensive things. Seungkwan understands it and said maybe I should just buy more food if I still don't know how to cook, I said I wish Mingyu was here cause I really miss Mingyu's food. Wonwoo was quiet the whole time, Hannie suddenly said Joong messaged him saying he feels bad for me because he said to Hannie I don't deserve this pain that I was going through, Hannie said he replied and asked what does Joong meant, Joong replied to Hannie stating that I opened up to him and he really felt bad he asked Hannie if he could take me to the beach on the weekend but don't tell me yet, Hannie asked everyone what should he reply, Woo said no and that I should be careful and I just pretended that I didn't heard anything, Seungkwan in the other hand said just make sure that I will be safe after. Vernon asked me if Joong was courting me and Everyone got all ears on me, I immediately said "Joong oppa was my boss and somewhat a friend of mine plus I doubt that he will gonna want to date me after all i'm still a little young plus he might think Hannie oppa won't let him. Although it's fun having Joong oppa around, he's funny, he's sweet, very considerate, he's very realistic on advices that he gives and a gentleman" Shua asked me if I would agree going to the beach with Joong and I said there's nothing wrong with it plus beach waves calms me and it's a public place so I don't think that there will be no problem with it plus Joong sometimes drop me off to my apartment and sometimes even fetch me so we could go to the office together. Also plus Joong is like an older brother who is looking out for his younger sister I also admitted that Joong reminds me of Hannie because him and Hannie almost had the same personality. After the call Woo started texting me but I just ignored them and went to sleep