The Long Lost Sister (Seventeen Fan Fiction)

12 (Accident)

Kun's POV*

Suddenly I was awoken of sudden knock on my room. I was already having a weird dream, so I went to the door. Take note I was wearing my matching pajama and polo (my bedtime outfit) and when I opened the door I saw Miss standing she said I have a visitor down stairs. I immediately went downstairs and Miss continued doing what she's doing. I was holding on my phone just incase it's an intruder, but when I went to the hallway I saw it was Manager-nim the nicest manager of Seventeen the one who kept my secret. I definitely missed him so I run up to him and hugged him "Manager song how I missed you so much, what brings you here in the middle of midnight, it's 2am" I said and he said "it's your older brother he's in the hospital he's in icu, in the middle of their performance he whispered to Dokyeom that he's not that feeling alright, and so they went back on backstage to change clothes, your brother went to the bathroom he said he needed to pee but he didn't pee he actually cut his wrist and lost a lot of blood and tried running away from the venue according to the CCTV camera, no one noticed that he have left the venue and a car hit him, the driver said your brother looks like he was gonna pass out and there's a lot of blood dripping from him, the car couldn't stop on time so the car have hit your brother. we have to stopped the concert in the middle of the night because he went missing and when I went to find him outside there I saw near the venue that he got into accident. No hospital wanted to have him, not until this hospital which is an hour away from here took him in, he was pronounced dead at the emergency room, in the ambulance he still have pulse, the doctor put him in ICU, the doctor said your brother might not make it he only have 1% chance of living, I know you're mad at your brother but see him before he dies. your brother is really really sorry and misses you so much" explained by manager-nim so I told him i'll come with him and see my brother, I didn't bothered changing, I immediately pulled him out of the orphanage. On the way to the hospital I was quiet and crying silently. I texted Miss telling her what's happening and where I am going, she replied back to me saying she hopes my brother would be fine and she thinks just in case my brother won't make it she thinks I have forgive him so he can go peacefully. I honestly don't know what to feel. After an hour of driving we arrived at the hospital all the boys are there waiting for me when they saw me they all hugged me, I was begging them to see my brother, Shua talked to the nurse to let me in, in the ICU even if the visiting hours is over. When I got there, I saw the lifeless body of my brother looking so pale and lot of machine around him. I immediately went beside him and hold his right hand I was crying uncontrollably "Kwanie oppa it's me Kun your baby sister, i'm here already. As much as I want you to wake up right now I know aswell it will be impossible so right now I just hope movies are right that people who are in coma can still hear people. Oppa i'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you, I should have just told you calmly what I was feeling. I feel guilty I feel like this is all my fault. I just want you to know that I forgive you and I love you so much, please wake up and comeback, I still want to spend time with you" and suddenly the machine beeps and I saw the line went straight meaning my brother had died, I started screaming so loud and the nurse went inside and saw what happened I heard her calling for a doctor and telling the boys my brother's line went straight the nurse pulled me out of the ICU and next thing I know the manager was hugging me tightly while I was crying so hard and loudly. The manager trying to calm me while the doctors tried to revive my brother, my knees suddenly felt weak so I fell on the floor I was hugging my knees crying when suddenly I felt cold wind behind my back and I raised my head and then I felt the cold wind on my cheek and on my forehead. I heard if that happens it means the person hugged you and kissed you and saying goodbye, I cried harder because I knew my brother was dying, then while Cheol was holding me I saw my brother's soul waving at me smiling and I was screaming no on the top of my lungs I was saying don't leave me, don't die, my brother's soul keep smiling and waving at me then gave me thumbs up and korean heart then he suddenly gone. I cried and cried until I passed out. It was already 6am when I woke up, my head was on Cheol's lap and next to me was a sleeping Mingyu the other boys went back to the hotel, Shua had my phone and I checked my phone if someone texted me, and it was Amber she just said Seventeen announced that my brother got sick in the middle of the concert also Cheol so the concert have to be stopped in the middle of it. I asked Hannie how's my brother, he said my brother is doing fine, he explained that some miracle happened, when I passed out my brother went alive and woke up, he's in a regular room already which means in a VIP room and he's sleeping, he also said Manager nim went to orphanage to get my purse and some clothes for me cause he felt like I wasn't going anywhere unless it's with Seungkwan, and they putted my bag inside Seungkwan's room and the manager also went back to the hotel and asked Mingyu, Cheol, Shua and Hannie to stay. The boys told me to go check on my brother while they buy some food in the near 7/11. When I went to the room I saw my brother sleeping peacefully I can't help but cry because flashbacks went to my mind, I saw his soul waving at me saying goodbye. Suddenly Seungkwan opened his eyes and looked at me, I was happy because he was alive and already looking at me not until he asked me who I was, he even said maybe I was in the wrong room so I sensed that he doesn't remember me so I just said my bad I thought this is the right room cause I thought this is the room that Mingyu pointed at me, so I turned around went to the door I was crying silently when I was about to open the door, the door opened and it reveal the sexy face of Choi Seungcheol wearing eye glass, he asked me why I was crying and I just simply whispered that Seungkwan doesn't remember me and said I was in the wrong room. Cheol hugged me and brought me back to Seungkwan "BOO SEUNGKWAN YOU BETTER NOT BE JOKING AROUND THIS MORNING, YOU KNOW I HAVEN'T SLEPT BECAUSE OF WAITING FOR YOU TO WAKE UP" says Cheol. Seungkwan said he didn't do anything and he was being clueless while me crying in the arms of Cheol, in just matter of seconds, Mingyu arrived with Shua and Hannie, and they saw what's happening and ask what happened and Cheol explained what's happening, Mingyu asked if Seungkwan was joking and still Seungkwan said no and I got really really more upset so I blurted out "Yes no need to keep repeating that you don't know who I am, after all I was just nothing right? I'm just a person who have been worried about you, yeah I was peacefully sleeping in my room and your manager disturb me just to tell me your dying and I have been crying my eyes out i'm weak already for all of these me crying my eyes out but yeah i'm happy you're alive atleast my prayer have been answered" and after that when I was about to leave the room Seungkwan called me he said while in tears "Kuniebear come give oppa a hug" and I did ran into his arms crying, and while hugging him I realized that I truly forgive my brother and that I indeed missed him so much, I am scared, I am scared to lose him. At this point he was just caressing my back while crying too, he's apologizing and admitting that he wasn't been the best older brother and that he'll make it up to me, I looked him in the eye and said just shut up and I hope he will never gonna do such thing ever again because I am so afraid to lose him "Just please shut it, please don't do such thing ever again, I am so afraid to lose you. I saw your soul waving at me while smiling and then giving me this finger hearts and giving me thumbs up and then waving goodbye at me and you vanished and at that point I felt like a part of me died because I knew at that point that you have died I didn't know what happened next and when I woke up I checked my phone and Amber texted about an update on what the boys have announced and Hannie oppa telling me what happened to you. When you said you didn't know me, I almost fell down, I am getting weak already for crying too much and then I will hear you don't know me, I admit those aren't the words I wanna hear from you, I just wanna hear" I couldn't continue my words cause Seungkwan cut my words and said "I promise you, oppa wouldn't go anywhere, i'm here. I'm sorry I know you might feel that it is your fault why I am here but no, after concert we will fly immediately to salt lake city and I know I have to do something so that I could see you, I told someone from the members that I wasn't feeling well so we could get a break and escape, I went to the bathroom first until everyone left the main door in the backstage, there I saw blade I don't know what came into me but I did it while doing it I was thinking i'm a disappointment, I was a horrible brother probably you might not want to see me. After that I ran away but near the building I was about to passed out because I lost a lot of blood already and next thing I knew A car was about to hit me. And I don't know, I heard you, you were crying besides me. I want to open my eyes badly and tell you to stop crying because it breaks my heart hearing you cry. I hate seeing you cry, I want you to keep smiling always" and with that I just hugged my brother tightly, I am glad he was alive maybe this is a sign that I should truly forgive my brother and give him another chance cause after all he might be really sorry, considering he tried escaping just to see me

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Actually cried while writing this chapter. I think this is a very emotional chapter. I do hope you guys liked this chapter