When i was reading a wattpad story a sad story came up that sounded almost like my grandma dying, even tho she died 5 months ago, I've been crying for mins, it's just keeps coming back, it's my fault not visiting her before it was her last day
I'm a disgrace at the family not visiting her grandma after days by days when I come back from school
My mom always yells at me ever since she died, she wished I was never born at all
And that's what I wanted, I don't even know why it's my fault but. It really feels like my fault. I don't have anyone to comfort me at all. Only the online one here.
I've been called bad names or any other names from my family, getting threats by them if I don't do anything right, and yet it still keeps going, I keep having suicidal thoughts because of this. There's this one line before she died and I burst into tears. “I miss you grandma” after she died, I had the worst life ever. I just wanted to say I loved her with all my heart, I wasn't even born yet, when I was born my grandpa died. All I have to say is I love you guys. I'm sorry for venting and wasting your precious time <3
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