This was something I wrote sometime ago for my now current partner, we were going through some rough times and me especially with my mental health, I remember being alone in the back of my car at night crying and writing this, I'm not sure I actually showed him it though
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You,
The one I love,
The one I'll always love,
You wounded me however my heart can't help but want you,
You're perfect to me,
Who knew this could turn so bittersweet,
My soul aches for you,
Every hour and second of every day,
I spend it all with one thing on my mind,
You,
That's all I need,
My life is a shitty waste of space and time,
Is all worth it to me just because you're here,
But now I may lose you,
Though I want you badly,
I want the best for you,
Because I love you more than anything [his name],
You are the one I look forward to talking to every day,
The one who made such a sad broken heart beat for you,
I used to be so cold,
Didn't want to give any type of affection to anyone,
You changed that,
I wanted to give you all my love,
Rip my heart out of my chest and keep it
I don't care as long as it's you,
No matter how hard I try to get over you,
I may go hang out with people who like me,
Even do the things I don't want with them,
All in effort to try and forget the feeling I have for you,
It never works,
When I get in the bad place of my mind,
Your name rings out,
If I were dying, I would care more in what'd you'd feel instead of myself,
When I lose myself, I think of you,
And then all is bright again,
You make me feel such bliss,
But also such pain,
Yet nothing can hold me back from you,
Because that's all I care about,
You.
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