One Shot Story Compilations

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“Her”

"Love lalaro lang ako ha"

"hmm Enjoyyyy!! Good luckk! Love youuu!"

"Love may gala kami, okay lang ba kung sumama ako?"

she smiled, "sure, enjoy kayooo"

"Love may inuman kami, okay—"

"Sure love, basta limit lang ha? I love you!"

I have the freedom i want. I have my girl besides me, until one day.

"Love, what if one day, bigla na lang akong makipaghiwalay sayo without a valid reason. Basta bigla na lang akong nakipaghiwalay. Pipigilan mo b—"

"No."

"Why?"

"Kasi yun yung sinabi mo, yun yung gusto mo and i know na alam mo naman kung san ka masaya, kung san ka sasaya. Hindi ka naman makikipaghiwalay sakin kung di ka masaya, diba? Sinong taong ayaw sumaya hahahaha. Malaki ka na Joel, malaki na tayo. May kanya kanya na tayong desisyon sa buhay, alam na natin yung tama sa mali. Kung isang araw naisipan mo o sumagi sa isip mong makipaghiwalay sakin, di kita pipigilan. Hahayaan kita," she smiled.

"Sabi nga nila, the best way to love people is to leave them. Hindi dahil sa hindi kita pinigilang makipaghiwalay sakin eh di na kita mahal. I do love you, Joel. So if one day you asked me to let go of you, to let go of your hand, gagawin ko at hindi kita pipigilan. Even though it tears me apart inside, gagawin ko. Kasi alam kong dun ka sasaya. Hindi kita pipigilan at hindi ko itatanong kung bakit, kasi minahal kita sa paraan na alam ko. Minahal kita sa paraan ko at hindi sa paraan na nakukuha lang sa gilid gilid na kapag uso, ginagaya. And if loving you like the way i can is not yet enough then, i'm sorry. Kasi yun yung alam ko, ganon ako magmahal. Kapag natapos yung salitang tayo, for atleast alam kong hindi ako nagkulang, kasi minahal kita sa pamamaraan na ako lang ang nakakaalam."

A smile plastered on my face.

And then one day, it happened. Nakipaghiwalay ako sakanya.

Without thinking about the consequences of my actions. And now here i am, longing for her. It's been a three months since our break up happens. All i thought that day ay kaya ko kahit wala sya, dahil sa palagi nya akong hinahayaan sa kung anong gusto kong gawin. I didn't think that she just wants me to be happy, suportado nya ako sa lahat ng gagawin ko. Pero di ko nakita yun. Nagpakakampante ako na porke hinahayaan nya ako ay kaya ko na ng wala sya.

A tear escape my eye.

Nagkamali ako. I didn't appreciate all of her efforts holding on me while here i am, keep on steping forward. And then that day come, i asked her to let me go. She did it without hesitation. She just smiled at me that day.

The first month is not that bad as i was said to myself, because i am enjoying my life. But the next few months, it became hell to me. I just lost the person who loved me the most. I just lost my gem. My ace. My love.

—AK.