Growing Wings: My Avian Journal

8/15/23 - 8/25/23

8/15/23

hi!! i'm back with real updates. anyway, i haven't been able to listen too much at school, because of the weird phone rules. apparently the law says we can't use our phones at school so i have to sneak my music and i don't do that in my catch up classes because i need regular music to focus there.

this morning i woke up and my wings hurt really bad and they still do! a really promising sign i think. i'm hoping i'll get even farther along with progress soon because now i've started bringing water to school (mostly because i have to walk home from the bus stop in 112 degree weather...)

halfway through the day the app i use to play subs BROKE so. now i can't listen until i fix it or find a new app. awesome start to this whole updating like a normal person thing

8/16/23

okayyyy a lotta wing pain. but i still haven't gotten subs to work. i think i'll have to delete and reinstall the app i use but that's gonna suck because i ahead the files moved to the app directly from my computer and not actually as files on my phone

8/17/23

and i forgot to do that. i'll probably do it when i get home 2day...
anyways woke up w wing pain again. yippie

8/21/23

i'm so good forgetting about this. i finally got a new music player for subs, and i woke up with really strong phantom wings + pain. i tried to stretch my wings because i should PROBABLY get into the habit of doing that again, but it didn't work that well.

i'm running on 4 hours of sleep and it's picture day but it's ok i got a shiny bonsly in pokemon sleep i'm happy w it :3

8/24/23

i listened to subs a lot of the day yesterday and the day before and i've mostly just been getting a lot of pain, visualising my wings has been hard these past couple of years and i rarely get phantom wings anymore.

better news though, i'm drinking more water now that my parents make me take a water bottle to school w me (going to school during the hottest month of the year in florida with climate change. awesome). i'm also eating more consistently because i started medication i have to take in the morning with food, and school lunch is free this year. i'm #healthy

8/25/23

i could not listen today and can't at all for the time being!!!!! my only pair of earbuds completely broke while i was at school and it was hell. i need to get new earbuds soon, hopefully, tomorrow.