um. hi. i'm back like for realsies now. i don't have much to say other than this finally matters to me again and i'm finally motivated to do this 4 real... it's exciting i'm super excited. i've actually been into this again for a little while but it's been hard to sit down and write about it.
since i don't think i've given a real update in a while, i should probably talk about myself. i don't think they're GONE because they still hurt a lot but if i put my hands on my back i can't feel my wings ?? idk if i ever mentioned it but i'm trying the blooming method so it'd actually very hard to figure out how far along i am with this. they could bloom TOMORROW!! who knows!!!!!
here's a regular life update.. school ends next month and i'm excited, and ive been a lot less depressed overall. i went to the renaissance fair yesterday and got a real athame which i can't wait to start using, and i also got a new hyperfixation!!! it's murder drones (feel free to talk to me abt it..) i also have been playing a lot of roblox lately which is good because i used to play it a lot when i first did my research w avian stuff.
i plan on rereading all that research so roblox will be very useful for that.....
i keep forgetting to write down my dreams and it's been like so long of not writing them that i just stopped... i've been having a lot of dreams about flying though and that's what got me back into this. i do wanna start using my dream journal again
okay, expect more updates soon!!!!!! i don't wanna be weird and flakey anymore and i actually want to do this for real now! SO HOLD ME TO IT!!!!!!
BYE FOR NOW GUYS!!!!
-tommy
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Growing Wings: My Avian Journal
Non-Fictionhey dudes! i'm cal, and i'm an avian! this journal is where i'll document wing growing. (this is the second journal btw, but you don't need to read the first) THIS IS COMPLETELY REAL, DON'T READ IF YOU'RE HERE TO BE MEAN, THANKS!
