hi i'm still gone. i'm just updating bc i haven't been here in a while and it's scaring me
i'm starting to be afraid that i'm never coming back! i want to but i just haven't been able to make myself care about this properly. this whole time. i've been having weird dreams and my birthday was last week and all day today i've felt like crawling out of my skin and idk why!
i'm really trying but i'm having a hard time with literally everything right now, especially since my wings were stopping me from suicide for years and now that they're not i'm feeling that.
i'll be back soon hopefully, i really want to come back. i hope everyone is doing well or at least better than i've been. i'll probably survive this but it's hard!
- cal
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Growing Wings: My Avian Journal
Non-Fictionhey dudes! i'm cal, and i'm an avian! this journal is where i'll document wing growing. (this is the second journal btw, but you don't need to read the first) THIS IS COMPLETELY REAL, DON'T READ IF YOU'RE HERE TO BE MEAN, THANKS!