Thoughts Of The Past

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I can't live on like this. The true is to much to handle. Knowing that I'm Herobrine's daughter, that my real father was never actually dead, that I'm the daughter of a demon and that I put all my friends in danger, hurts me more then ever. I never though I'd see the day to find out who his really daughter was. And to think, that he killed me? This own daughter, just because he wanted revenge on my mother. I was never meant to be in this world. This cruel place is nothing for someone like me, to thin and weak, to hopeless and useless to even fight for my kingdom, fight for my friends, fight for my peace and harmony, fight for my freedom, and protect my family. I was to weak to help my mother and stepfather. They never told me the truth, they never said anything. I thought I had my whole life figured out, who was my real mother and father, who I wanted to really be, be a hero, not a demon.


"Don't be Skye. It's not your fault."

"Don't be what? The useless piece of garbage I am? Because of me I killed Miya..." The thought of Miya flooded my brain, bring back all the good times we had together, before it hit me. There was no good times with me and Miya, because we were always on the run from something. I'm useless, and it's all my fault I killed Miya, no one's else. I should have been in control of my self...

"Don't say that Skye . It's your father's fault. Living up here in Arcadia isn't all that bad. I finally get to really meet my parents and stay with them for eternity. What you did helped me, and I thank you for that..."

But... I... killed so many people... The memory of the little 4 year old girl from the village laid dead in my head, haunting me from the though of her cut face, and the huge wound inside her chest, lying her down on the ground to face death alone, and it's all because I was to weak and aimless to save her...


"I CAN'T GO ON LIKE THIS! THESE MEMORY WILL LOCK ME UP INSIDE, KEEPING ALL THE HATE IN, REMINDING ME OF MY PAST, OF WHAT I DID TO PEOPLE, HOW I KILLED THEM AND LET THEN SUFFER, ONLY BECAUSE I WAS TO WEAK TO FIGHT TO FOR THEM, INSTEAD OF WITH THEM, WATCHING THEM DIE TRYING TO PROTECT THEIR FAMILIES, INSTEAD OF FIGHT LIKE ME, TO AVENGE MY FALLEN COMRADES AND PARENTS! THEY FIGHT FOR LOVE, PEACE AND FREEDOM, I FIGHT FOR NOTHING BUT MY OWN SELFISH WAYS! MY FRIENDS, THEY WERE FIGHTING WITH ME BECAUSE THEY CARED ABOUT ME AND ME GETTING REVENGE...but I was to blind to see what was lying right in front of me...to deaf to hear their calls and and screams for help, to caught up in my own revenge, to realize what's important to my friends... thanks to my actions and the path I have chosen my friends are most likely dead...and it's all because I was to weak to save them, to blind to realize, that my friends are my new family...


"You have done well darling..."

"Who's there?"

"Someone who still believes in you, someone who has faith in you...someone who loves you forever and always, someone who you used to know a long time ago..."


"Mother?"

"Most certainly my child..."

"How are you speaking to me?"

"Through your train of thoughts. However, this my daughter is the only time I may speak to you..."

"Who was that I was speaking to earlier?"

" A young girl by the name of... Miya?"

"Miya..."

"Yes, a young lady just like you. She tells me up here in Arcadia that she loves it up here, she finally gets to meet her parents, and tells me she owes it all to you...I must go soon however...and return back to Arcadia with your stepfather..."

"But...but... I need you back in my life mother, this cruel world is to damage and destroyed beyond repair. Your the only thing that takes the badness outta life in this worl-"

"Hush little baby don't say a word, mama's gonna buy you a mockingbird..."

"Mother? Your singing the llubay you sung to me when I was younger."

"I know. That was the only thing That would calm your little glitched self when you were a glitchling... I need to tell you something before I go..."

"MOTHER?! DON'T LEAVE ME!"

"Your not useless... your a strong young lady... and it hurts to see you grow up and move on to your own life without me...but it's a relief to see you got good friends to guide you along the path to good, instead of evil... Your not useless Skye, your not a murderer, or garbage, or selfish or any of those things, you just haven't found were you belong in this world yet...There will be times were you have to make tough decisions, and yes, I know they will sometimes depend your fate and the fate of your friends but, make the choice that you believe is best. Never give up. Remember who you are... Your MsSkye Ender, a strong young lady...

"But...I need you..."

"No. Your friends need you...now...wake up...and help them..."


I'm not dead after all? But... he stabbed me and I saw everything fade. This means... there's still a chance to change this all around, to change my path and help my friends, before it's to late. We would have been dead a long time ago, if it wasn't for Arrow... Arrow? I gotta save my friends, starting with Arrow...


Hey look who updated. *WINKWINK* This chapter is not sponsored by Dr . pepper. Anyway... this chapter I guess was basically Skye thoughts. I guess. And As you can read, Miya and Crystal made an appearance after both being killed. Now, I shall go out side. But you may be asking, Skye, what's an outside?

It Is A Dangerous place...

No, I'm not really gonna go out side, but I will ride my Big Green tractor! I do not own a big green tractor, I don't even live in the country. This was also not sponsored by Dr. PEEPER. Anyway, by till next chappy, (or tomorrow...eh... depending if I'm busy *LAZY*) 😉 BAI.

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