Back To You

Five

 Just to have in mind dates and events or even song meanings aren't accurate, i've modified everything for the story

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Aliyah admitted that she and her sister, the one she knew, were fans of Y/n, at least in her reality, the four siblings were currently in the living room, since it was still summer, apparently they were homeschooled here, all of them, so they weren't worried about going to school thankfully, Jenna had to admit it, she missed this, like literally missed this, she rarely had moments like this with her siblings, she missed so much moments, sadly for the people here this was Mia's last summer with them before going to college, this Mia wasn't like her Mia tho, she barely talked to them, they were currently watching TV when Aliyah gasped very loudly making them turn to look at her "JENNA IT'S ABOUT Y/N" She said with wide eyes making Mia and Markus roll their eyes " I don't know why you guys obsess over her, like it's scary the amount of power that person has" Mia said in an annoying tone making Aliyah frown "So? she can have power over me anytime she wants ANYWAAAAYS CMON JENNA TO THE LAIR" She said running to their room, Jenna giggled at her younger sister, this Aliyah and her Aliyah were quite similar, she quickly followed her shutting the door behind her "What happened?" She asked a bit worried noticing the expression on her face, she quickly gave her, her phone "Play it" it was an interview of Y/n 

"How are you? it's been awhile since you've been here! it's great to see you again!" Jimmy said hugging Y/n, who hugged back "To be honest i've been feeling a bit out of place but i'm fine!"
"We all have our days right?" Jimmy said smiling slightly making Y/n frown looking down at the ground, she quickly looked back up smiling "Yeah"
"So Y/n anyone special at the moment?" Jimmy Fallon asked wiggling his eyebrows with his usual smile, Y/n shook her head frowning "No not really but i've been having these weird dreams about someone i've never met" Jimmy perked his eyebrow in interest "What do you mean? Like a fake person?" Y/n shrugged, she looked very confused "I don't really know if they exist she keeps popping up in my dreams" Jimmy nodded looking at her more serious, he was worried for the young star, he's been interviewing her since she was little and they've become you could say friends "Do you wanna describe her? maybe she's out there" He said pulling out a world globe spinning it around making her laugh frowning again "See that's the weird part her face is a blur but i think she has brown eyes and freckles " 

Aliyah quickly paused the video, Jenna had her mouth wide open, feeling her chest tighten, sadness taking over her immediately making her sit down on Aliyah's bed,a tear escaping 
"She...she doesn't know me..." Aliyah looked at her shocked, that was bad, really bad at least for her now sister it was "Why? you remember her...but she doesn't..." Jenna hugged her as she cried, Aliyah hugged her back without a doubt rubbing her back "It's okay...i'm sorry..." Jenna shut her eyes letting her emotions out remembering the last time she spoke with Y/n, the horrible things she said, she wished she had never ever done that  

"I wish i never met you"

"I WISH I FUCKING NEVER MET YOU Y/N" 

Jenna sat up looking at Aliyah "I wish i never met her..." Aliyah looked at her confused "What?" Jenna rested her face in the palm of her hands "The last thing i said to was i wished i never met her..." Her sister looked pursed her lips in a sad way "That's why she can't see you in her dreams...your wish came true asshole" Jenna nodded looking at Y/n, she looked tired, she knew her girlfriend so well, even her younger self 

Aliyah unpaused the video laying down with her sister as they kept on watching it 

"I actually wrote her a song can you believe it? am i crazy Jim?" who only shook his head "No i think your okay! sing a part?" Y/n nodded smiling not feeling judged 

She lives in daydreams with me

She's the first one that I see, and I don't know why

I don't know who she is 

"Dude that song is totally for you!! it makes so much sense! but i imagine the frustration she must feel " "I should ask mom and dad for tickets" Jenna said as if she had the biggest idea ever "We've tried that, they think it's a waste of money sadly"  "I'm an actor maybe i can convince them?" She said with a cheeky smile, Aliyah shrugged "You should try! but she's performing at Coachella this year " "But it already passed i can't wait a year!" "It's in the final days of September " Jenna frowned but nodded "I'll find a way to persuade them in to getting tickets " 

Night time came around quickly, everybody was in their rooms, Aliyah was already passed out, leaving her by herself, alone with her thoughts, she started at the poster, feeling miserable, why did she have to act that way...? why? she still couldn't fully understand, she had to fix this, she was determined...she unlocked her phone again going to Y/n's twitter this time , she had actually just posted something 

YDR
@Y/nDelRey 
Please be real. 
8/13/2018 

I'm right here...your just to hard to get to...i'll come back to you somehow....i miss you i'm sorry...  Jenna thought as she shed a tear.