September came by quick, it was the 10th , Both Y/n and Jenna had been in that place for almost a month now, Jenna cried everyday, while Y/n got more sad and depressed worrying about her mental health, thinking about if she was going insane?
The night she heard the name Jen, was all she could ever think about since, and it was driving her insane, she couldn't find her, she couldn't think about anything or anyone, she looked, she looked through so many profiles on social media, but nothing...she was becoming hopeless, she still had dreams where she would see the and talk to the girl, but still couldn't see her face and it was driving her insane
"Y/n i'm worried about you" Her mother said as she looked at her tired daughter, Y/n didn't say anything, she stood quiet not knowing what to say, the tour was on a break, since Coachella was coming up, and everyone needed a small break so Y/n went home, Home was the only thing that felt familiar and normal "I don't know what to do, i keep having dreams about this girl i can't see her face and it's driving me crazy"Her mother nodded, she did see the interview with Jimmy Fallon, but she decided to discuss this with her in person "I have a friend who might be able to help" She said, Y/n's eyes perked up "What? how?" "She's you could say a psychic" Y/n nodded "Can we trust her?" Y/n's mom nodded with a smile as she pulled out her keys.
They quickly arrived at her friends house, Y/n looked around having good ideas that she would have finally maybe some answers, she frowned as she started to think that maybe it was a dead girl?? a ghost attached to her? "C'mon honey" Her mom pulled her arm bringing her back
"Caroline! welcome! come in!" The young woman said smiling she opened the door letting them "Y/n nice to meet you my name is Karly but you can call me Kali" She said pulling Y/n in for a hug, she frowned as soon as she came in contact with her, this being noticed by Y/n and her Mom, they made their way quickly to the living where Kali had everything set up, Y/n raised an eyebrow "You guys had this all planned? " Y/n's mom nodded "Of course love, i was worried about you"
They sat down, Kali smiled at Y/n who looked very serious "Okay i'm gonna go straight at it, Your energy is everywhere" She said as she turned on her candles and palo santo to clean the air, Y/n frowned waiting for her to continue "Give me your hand please" Y/n did as she was told, the moment their hand came in contact her skin got goosebumps "Wow..." Y/n looked at her curiously "What...?" Kali looked at her with wide eyes "So many things are coming in.." Y/n felt worried as she saw her getting a bit pale "Your here because of a girl..." Y/n looked at her mom "Did you tell her-" "No she didn't don't worry but your here in a different way". Y/n nodded as she tried to relax , "You have a girlfriend who you love so much" She said frowning with her eyes closed "You have a girlfriend? why didn't you tell me!" Her mom said shocked "I don't i swear!" Y/n said quickly
"You have a girlfriend but...not here" "What does that mean??" Kali opened her eyes with a concerned face " Your not from here...the girl in your dreams is your girlfriend" Y/n felt confused as fuck, this wasn't making any sense to her "I'm not following along" Kali nodded taking a deep breath as more stuff came in "Your spirit isn't from this...world it belongs somewhere else but for some reason it's here..." she shut her eyes again frowning "All that's coming through is that your in love with this person and the reason you don't feel yourself is because your not from here" Kali frowned, she was amused actually, she's never encountered something like this before
"Why can't i see her face? " Kali smiled softly, even tho she just said she didn't belong here, she didn't question it, she felt happy the person in front of her was full of love even tho her soul was hurting so much because of this person, you see Kali can see her soul somehow, she could see it was hurt in so many ways, but the thought of the person made it shine and that was beautiful
"She's the reason why your here that's why you can't see her face, both of you are here" Y/n felt like crying, she smiled softly "She's...she's real?" Kali nodded, Y/n felt happy, she was real, she wasn't crazy "I..the day i passed out on stag-" "You had a revelation, the reason you felt so pulled towards the camera was because she was watching you" Caroline looked at them with wide eyes not expecting this at all "She fainted as well...your bond is so strong...your love is pure...she had her doubts...but this..you two being here...has made her realize things...." Y/n's heart was beating so fast, it was getting hard to breath "Why did she faint too?"Kali grabbed her other hand without thinking a shock of energy coming through her "The bond is too strong and both of you were awake" " that's why i only dream of her?" Kali nodded
"So if i know this person why can't i remember her? "
Kali's breath hitched as she squeezed Y/n's hands, tears started running down her cheeks "Are you okay??" Y/n asked worried for the woman in front of her "Yeah i'm fine..but i'm feeling what you felt on that day" Y/n frowned "What day...?"
"I wish i never met you"
Y/n's chest tighten quickly, feeling heavy, Kali noticed it right away squeezing her hand again
"The day she wished she never met you...You can't remember her because of that" she added
"Your soul remembers what it felt that day..." Y/n looked at her "What's her name?" Kali shut her eyes raising her eyebrows quickly opening her eyes again
"They can't tell me because in this world The two of you have never met"
"If you ever find her...you have to talk about her, all that's coming through is ask her about the wish"
"I wish i never met you" echoed in Y/n's head all day.
