A/N: i've never been: to this event sooo yeah i'm just gonna imagine how i think it is
Songs for this update: NDA - by billie , Cinnamon Girl- Lana del Rey, The night we met - lord huron
"C'mon Mia!!" Aliyah and Jenna pulled on their older sister who pulled their older sister in to Coachella, Mia was happy she was there, but she didn't like the idea of babysitting her sisters "Y/n's set starts in an hour" Aliyah told Jenna who nodded taking a deep breath "I gotta loose Mia so maybe i can look for her" Aliyah bit her lip looking around "it's dangerous here your sixteen Jenna not twenty one year old you " She said holding her arm "I have to do this..trust me yeah? i'll text you don't worry" Aliyah bit her lip nodding letting her go "Mia c'mon lets go!" She said quickly pulling her so Jenna could run away from them.
Jenna had been of course to Coachella, she did take Y/n to Coachella, the two of them had so much fun, she smiled at the memory of both of them smiling and singing along
I'm coming...i'm so close to you finally... she thought as she walked around, sometimes celebrities walk around before their show, and attend other people's shows but sadly for Jenna, Y/n was in her trailer feeling more nervous than ever
"Y/n what's wrong...? this is so not you?" Harry asked seeing the teen in distress, bouncing her leg up and down " I don't know Harold...i just feel so nervous" Harry nodded as he grabbed a protein bar and a bottle of water giving it to her "Here eat something maybe it'll help" Y/n nodded as she ate the bar, she spaced out a lot "I feel like something should happen" She confessed to her manager/ friend "What do you mean..?" She shrugged "I don't really know anymore..."
Jenna of course had no luck in finding Y/n , she was al ready tired and a bit dehydrated she texted Aliyah to drop her location which she quickly did, they were both already at Y/n's set
When Jenna got there her eyes widen at how many people were there, how the hell was Y/n gonna see her if it was packed?? and the stage wasn't that big, she followed her sisters location, pushing people and passing under them un noticed, this is the moment where she thanked god for making her small, she quickly reached her sisters out of breath looking around the location they were, they were close but not too close to the stage
"Where were you?" Mia asked looking up from her phone " I wanted to see if i could get some pics with famous people but i saw no one" she said casually, Mia nodded going back to her phone, she tried to act as if she wasn't excited for Y/n's performance, when in reality she was low key a fan as well but she wasn't going to tell her sisters that "TEN MORE MINUTES!!!" Someone shouted making everyone scream, Jenna looked around biting her lip feeling sad, she didn't know Y/n could sing, she's never heard her, if the Y/n here could sing and her Y/n took her place, well that means...she has the potential to make all of this happen...and she never realized that and that killed her inside, there was was one night saying Y/n was stoping her, but...who was stoping who actually?
Y/n finally calmed down a bit, she still felt butterflies in her tummy but it was tolerable now, she could manage, she didn't understand why she was so nervous? this was just another show to her, she wanted to give people the performance they deserve
"Ready?" Harry asked as he squeezed her shoulders, Y/n nodded smiling softly at him, Harry smiled at her, he's been her manager since she was a kid, he's seen her grow so much, he was very proud of her "You got this and remember if you don't feel okay give us the signal, yeah?" Y/n nodded pulling him in a tight hug, he hugged back "You'll do amazing as always darling"
Aliyah and Mia screamed as the lights turned turned off and the big screen showed counting down
"THREE"
"TWO"
"ONE"
"HOLY SHIT !!" Aliyah screamed at the top of her lungs forgetting the reason they were there, Jenna felt the vibration of the song, everyone screamed as Y/n popped out singing the first lyrics, still dark no one being able to see her completely yet
You couldn't save me, but you can't let me go...
Jenna's arm filled with goosebumps as she looked shocked, everything feel so surreal
Did I take it too far? ...Now I know what you are ..You hit me so hard
I saw stars
Think I took it too far When I sold you my heart
How'd it get so dark?
I saw stars
The song quickly ended as the spotlight focused on Y/n who smiled at the crowd
"Goodnight Coachella, thank you for coming to see me, how are you guys tonight?" The crowd cheered, Y/n smiled looking around trying to hide the feeling that something should happen
Jenna was starstruck, she wanted to cry, it had been so long since she looked at Y/n, let alone, the younger version of her girlfriend, both of them had met when they were eighteen, she looked like that right now
The crowd screamed louder as they heard the piano start playing knowing that song so well
Y/n started walking around stage as she got to the edge of the stage shutting her eyes as she sang
Hold me, love me, touch me, honey
Be the first who ever did
For some reason this time..it felt different singing this song this time, Y/n suddenly felt so many emotions at the same time , she opened her eyes looking around, Mean while Jenna waddled her way closer to the stage, her sisters following behind her
There's things I wanna say to you, but I'll just let you leave
Like if you hold me without hurting me
You'll be the first who ever did
Jenna looked up , she was still far bur for sure closer than she was before, she felt her breath hitch at the sight of Y/n shutting her eyes, the violins playing in the back
"I think guys...i was or maybe am i cinnamon girl" she said giggling
Jenna took a deep breath looking at her girlfriend, thinking about how to get her attention
"Maybe flash a light?" Aliyah said frowning, Jenna looked around seeing a lot of people with their flashlights as Y/n sang born to die "No it'll be no use"
Y/n made jokes here and there making the crowd laugh, she suddenly started to feel a bit dizzy again
Jenna as well, she grabbed her head frowning "You good?" She nodded quickly biting her lip, again making her way closer to the stage, you must be wondering what is happening? Jenna got closer to her, their too close right now, their souls aching to be together again
"I wish, if she's real, to go back to the night we met"
Their very first date after Y/n's shift, they talked al most all night, those memories invading Y/n's head
The night we met vocals started playing making the crowd go silent, she shook her head quickly trying to get rid of the dizzy feeling
And then I can tell myself
What the hell I'm supposed to do
Y/n sang, finally looking down at the crowd
I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
She scanned the front row crowd
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Haunted by the ghost of you
Her eyes landed Mia, she frowned as she looked at her, seeing Aliyah next to her, they looked so familiar...like the lady from the store, she scanned that area again quickly
She was met with the most beautiful brown eyes her eyes had ever seen
Jenna locked eyes finally with her, trying to shake off the pain she felt in her head
Y/n's heart was racing, it was her she knew it she could feel it
as she tried to walk towards the direction Jenna was, her head pounded,making everything go blurry Jenna's vision as well got blurry
"Jen you okay??" Mia asked worried as she hugged her sister
"Y/N ARE YOU OKAY?" Someone screamed at the girl who was holding her head as well
she looked up trying to take another step, her eyes fixed on Jenna
She collapsed again on stage making everyone gasp, Jenna as well collapsed in her sisters arms as Mia and Aliyah quickly pulled her out of the crowd.
