"You were with that bitch! Just say it! Just say you don't love me anymore!" Jenna felt taken aback at the sudden outburst of her girlfriend...she must've seen the pictures obviously...very obvious, she had cancel her, twice already actually, she didn't know why tho...she had hung out with her friend instead, she didn't know how to feel for some reason, what was going on? she knew this was bad, really bad
" Y/n...please calm down-"
"You can't ask me that Jenna! don't you see? Don't you understand?? I'M SCARED" Y/n cried finally breaking down, Jenna frowned taking a deep breath, it pained her seeing her like this, your wondering, does she love her...?
She does, with all her heart, but sadly, People have been nosey in her life and telling her Y/n isn't enough for her
"Just tell me the truth Jenna" Y/n said with a soft smile, of course...always trying to be positive, smiling even when she felt like dying , Jenna bit her lip, Y/n looked at her, still no emotions?no reaction? What happened to the person she fell in love with...? Where was she?
"Y/n i'm very busy, and you know that and thank you for understanding-"
"Bullshit Jenna, You seemed soooo busy yesterday with that girl, since when do you smoke? since when do you drink?? What happened to the girl i fell in love with?"
"Well she's gone Y/n! she doesn't fucking love you anymore!! your just holding me back! I'm to fucking busy to be with you!"
Y/n gasped while tears ran down her cheeks, Jenna looked at her with rage, but why?? i didn't make sense at all, did people get that much in to her head? the girl she was talking to yesterday was telling her that she could find someone so much better, someone who could give her more, career wise...must i add
"Then why are you with me...?"
Jenna shut her eyes, what was she doing? she didn't understand her self
"I feel sorry for you"
Y/n knew it wasn't true...she knew the girll all too well , she wasn't looking at her in the eyes, Y/n reached and grabbed the girls hand making he snap her eyes back open, feeling the butterflies she's always loved when Y/n touches her
"Do you really mean that?"
Jenna looked at their hands, snapping her hand back, she started at Y/n's eyes
"I wish i never met you"
Y/n let out a sob pushing her back, she felt her heart tighten, her chest, air? what was air? she felt sad and mad, what the hell was going on?
Oh
she finally processed what she had said "You think i'm fucking holding you back Jenna???" ME?"
Jenna stood quiet nodding making Y/n laugh and cry "Jesus fuck Jenna are you serious? me? out of all people? a simple mortal under your fucking famous eyes"
Y/ chuckled shaking her head "Ive been nothing but supportive to you and you know what i hope all this fucking fame is worth it i fucking love you so much Jenna with all my heart but this is really fucked up too" She cried wiping her eyes "I don't know if someone has been telling you stuff...but just a fucking reminder Ortega, You decided to keep ME a secret so i don't know what you want call me when you know what the fuck is going on that stupid famous-"
"YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND BECAUSE YOUR NOT FAMOUS WERE NOT EQUAL Y/N DON'T YOU SEE IT??" Jenna said raising her voice, tired of feeling attacked and offended, feeling more angry at seeing Y/n laugh, she looked so cute with her red puffy eyes...what was she doing?
"FUCK YOU JENNA KEEP ALL YOUR FAME BUT DON'T FUCKING CALL ME WHEN YOUR CRYING IN A FUCKING HOTEL AT 3 AM LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO YOU IVE DONE NOTHING BUT LOVED YOU CALL ME WHEN YOU REALIZE IT" Y/n said storming out of the room grabbing her suitcase in the process
"I WISH I FUCKING NEVER MET YOU Y/N" Jenna said finally letting her tears out.
I'm gonna update again tonight, enjoy!
