"Tell me you love me, spin me around Pretty please, pick me up in the air and don't put me down i'm so happy with you " Y/n said staring at Jenna who suddenly broke in to a huge smile that's all she could see, her smile "I want a life with you" Jenna said as she smiled at Y/n " i wanna retire and get old with you and you go with me to when i get one of those famous old people acting ceremonies " Y/n smiled feeling her face get hot "You know what your saying right?" She asked as she bit her lip trying to fight her smile, Jenna's smile only grew wider "Of course i do, i wanna marry you someday" Y/n hugged her tightly shutting her eyes hoping she could finally see her face once she opened them again she was in a hotel room, the girl in front of her, she still couldn't see her face as her eyes were blurry with tears , she yelled at her
"I WISH I NEVER MET YOU"
Y/n woke up gasping for air as she wiped her tears again frowning, that dream was new, the last part, she'd only have pretty and cute dreams with this person, why was this one...this last part like that?
She made her self some coffee still thinking about it, she remembered what Karly had said, that this was her girlfriend, that she was the reason this was all happening...
Y/n thought about it
"I want a life with you"
"Of course i do, i wanna marry you someday"
Those sentences echoed in her head, she sipped from her coffee mug shutting her eyes trying to focus
"I want a life with you"
"Of course i do, i wanna marry you someday"
"I WISH I NEVER MET YOU"
"I want a life with you"
"Of course i do, i wanna marry you someday"
"I WISH I NEVER MET YOU"
"I want a life with you"
"Of course i do, i wanna marry you someday"
"I WISH I NEVER MET YOU"
It played over and over in her head as she relived those dreams that in reality were memories, it was making her chest feel tight but she didn't care, she wanted to know why she had that dream, she repeated it several times until her eyes open widely
"Was it a lie? " She whispered with glassy eyes as she tried not to cry , She then realized that...maybe that person didn't want to marry her...didn't want a life with her...for her to wish to never meet her meant that those were lies, she didn't want to marry her, grow old, nothing, Y/n sobbed, as she grabbed her chest
"I don't want to feel this way i just want it to stop...i just wanna know who are you"
Y/n ate breakfast, as she put on a hat and shades to go to the store, it was at a walkable distance, she felt better, she had calmed her self down, she liked walks so walking to the store wouldn't be a problem, even if it was bloody hot outside she didn't care, she rarely went outside like this, seeing as sometimes she would get mobbed by fans but this place looked calm, she just had to stop going out when the Coachella week started
She entered the store feeling the nice a.c air, she grabbed a cart and started to do her shopping, she walked around just grabbing things that looked nice, she entered a Vegan aisle looking at the stuff, she'd never thought about going Vegan, she wasn't looking at where she was going crashing her cart in to someone else's "I'm so sorry!" Both of them said, Y/n pulled her shades off as she realized it was an older woman, not too old not too young but older than she was "I'm so sorry i didn't mean to crash in to you" Y/n said sorry quickly "It's fine! your fine don't worry! " The lady looked at the young girl suddenly a frown taking over her "Do i know you from somewhere?" Y/n looked at her frowning as well "No.. i don't think so...but you do look familiar" She said taking the lady in "I'm Y/n del Rey nice to meet you" She said holding out her hand with a small smile "Natalie Ortega at your service and such a fancy name you have " She smiled back both of them feeling as if they knew each other "Y/n del Rey Styles" Natalie eyes widen "Wow it sounds fancier with the styes" they both laughed "So where's your mom sweetie?" Y/n's eyes widen scratching the back of her head "Oh it's just me she's at home" the talked for a bit trying to see why they seemed to know each other but none of them could say why and that her daughter suddenly wanted to be vegan and how her birthday was tomorrow "Well it was nice meeting you i hope you have a lovely day! and happy birthday to your daughter " Y/n said Natalie nodded as they waved goodbye, They both left, very confused, they talked as if they've always known each other.
"Who were you talking to mom?" Markus asked as they both got in the car "This girl i bumped in to we crashed carts it felt like i knew her " Markus nodded buckling his seatbelt "Really? did she tell you her name?" Natalie nodded as they started driving back home "Y/n del Rey Styles that's the fanciest name i've ever heard" Markus eyes widen "WHAT?????" Y/N ??? THE Y/N???" Natalie looked at him as if he were crazy "MOM YOU MET A FAMOUS PERSON" He said still shocked "Really? she looked so nice " Markus nodded "JENNA AND ALIYAH ARE GONNA PASS OUT WHEN THEY FIND OUT YOU MET THEIR IDOL"
"Guys you'll never believe who mom met at the store!!!" Markus yelled excited to see his sisters reaction, the both frowned looking at her waiting for an answer "Y/n!!!" Jenna chocked on her spit "SHE'S HERE?" Aliyah could only look at them wide her mouth hung open "And she said to tell you happy birthday" Jenna did in fact faint.
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