Small update just to let you guys know i'll be updating until Sunday, if not, Monday for sure
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"We have so much to talk about" Jenna said as she gave Y/n a bottle of water, both of them sitting at a park, it was an empty one thankfully, Y/n nodded taking a deep breath, she really didn't talk about her feelings, she just bottled them all in, she was mentally preparing for what was about to go down, she felt like every time she talked about how she felt she suddenly became the problem, and she was scared that would happen with Jenna, that she would make her the problem "Do you wanna start...? or...?" Y/n nodded she just wanted to get this over with
"I...this has been a really weird experience, but...I have a question for you, and i need you to answer truthfully " Jenna nodded, she noticed how her nose was red due to the cold weather, her she played with her fingers, she looked so cute even if she was nervous
"Do you, Jenna Ortega, really love me?"
Jenna nodded quickly "Yes i do love you" Y/n frowned nodding "Then why were you so...so..i have no other word i'm sorry, why were you so shitty with me? Like you have my devotion, my unconditionally love, it's all for you, do you know how many times i've felt like i'm not enough for you?? Do you have any idea? all those nights were i'd make my self think that i wasn't enough for Famous actress Jenna Ortega, i know i'm not famous and i may not be to your level of success but i am someone who has feelings! and i would like to feel appreciated ! I..i'm not just a person who you call when your alone and i'm sick and tired of it i just want you to love me like i fucking love you! because i know i'm worth so much and i deserve so much love! i want the Jenna i fell in love with" Y/n said as she sobbed, trying to keep her breathing calm but it was no use, Jenna bit her lip letting a few tears fall as well, she reached out for Y/n's hands giving them a squeeze processing ever thing she had just said, she gave her hands a peck
"I'm sorry, and i know that won't fix the damage i've done...but i really don't know why i changed so much, but even tho i changed...i still love you so much and i won't let anyone come in between us again, i'll stop hanging with those people, i miss you, you have no idea how much i miss you and i'm glad the universe put us through that, i get a second chance at being with you, i love you so much the Jenna you know is still here i swear and she loves you so so much "
